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Aries Full Moon, Water Time and Doors Closing in 2 days!

Happy Miraculous, Magickal, Marvelous, Magnetic, Magnificent, Merry Monday!

How are you delicious lovely? I will say this last week has been an amazing mish mash of energies, with my birthday, Equinox, packing, painting and moving! (And have I said I hate moving unless it’s something I have chosen to do?)

Ah well, I found a lovely place and with huge help from my boys and friends all the furniture, boxes galore and the “stuff” is in one space. Now to go back and dig up my witches garden and bring it with me, oh yes and find the box that has my knickers in it!

Although all the tech glitches that have occurred have really invited me to practice patience (hah!) and manage my emotions. So for example, arranged to have the internet moved on a specific day – the company lost the dates and I have been without internet for 5 days! Which has made it most interesting to respond to all the lovely people who have joined Creatix Circle and those who want to join Creatrix Circle. (So if you haven’t heard from me that has been the reason why.) Even more frustrating as the doors to Creatrix Circle close on Wednesday evening and will not open again until at the very earliest December!

So if you have been sitting on the fence, now is the time to make a choice and let us welcome you in.

With the glorious Fall Equinox last Tuesday (I really hope you celebrated), we are now in the energy of early Autumn (duh, Jenn!) Ahh, but grasshopper with every season there is an element – yes? For example, summer has the element of Fire (think hot days, forest fires, and that rising energy), early Autumn brings the element of Water into play.

Ready to explore Water with me?

Water represents the Divine Feminine, emotions – such as love, compassion, sorrow, wisdom, the unconscious mind, empathy. Water is also very cyclical (think of the tides), think of ice melting and running into a creek, which turns into a river which goes to the ocean, evaporation, then rain which turns into snow, which turns into ice. Voila!. Water shows us movement, flow, whether it’s the gentle swirls of a lazy slow moving river or the pounding waves that erode rock, at the same time it also makes us aware of stagnation and murky underdepths. Okay, Jenny what’s this got to do with me?

Well sweetie, you are composed of at least 60% water (that’s a lot of water!) So whether you are conscious of it or not your body responds to moons, tides, and the element of the season. (Tell me in the heat of the summer you have never felt a huge fire surging through you?)

Thus, with this very emotional, strong, tidal energy in play now it’s interesting to see that this element is also tied to the Sacral Chakra “svadhisthana” which translates to “one’s own dwelling” – the home of the emotional body, communication, sensuality and creativity, our ability to express.

So the question to ask yourself is are you “in the flow” – like a babbling brook, or cheerful creek, or are there areas that are feeling a tad more “stagnant” – like a marsh? Are you feeling clear about your communication, your feelings, your creativity – like a gorgeous aqua marine pool, or are things feeling hidden, blurred and bogged down – more like a muddy pond?

Play with this. Perk it. A super easy daily thing to do to remind you about the energy of water is; when you get up in the morning have a lovely tall glass of warm lemon water, first thing. Feel it flowing down your throat, into your tummy, making everything fresh and washing away the night mossiness in your system (your liver will also thank you!) Another easy thing to keep the awareness of water in your mind and help you examine whether you are flowing or a tad blocked – have a ritual bath once a week. Easy, peasy. Play with it, doodle it and let me know.

Remember water is rejuvenating, refreshing, revitalising and can overwhelm when blocked up and it breaks free.

So with the first full moon of the month occurring on October 1st, in fact an Aries Full Moon – the energy is about purging and releasing. October brings us two full moons in the month, and the second one happens on Halloween/Samhain (where in Creatrix Circle we will be gathering and really doing a delicious dive into ancestral healing).

So with the element of Water in play, a Full Moon in Aries, really remind yourself that you were born for this time; your soul chose to be here at this time. We are leaping the planet into the next stage of its consciousness, and your soul, your mind, and your body is along for the ride.

Brighter things are on the horizon, so under this Full Moon, even though you may be feeling irritable, antsy, and even a little stifled. Even though you may feel a strong wave of emotions bubbling up in order to purge and release them, know that this is the moment you have been working towards. Yes?

Okay, I have chuntered on enough. So let’s crack on with the reading.

When I went to the cards to ask who would like to come to guide this week I laughed so hard when I saw who was most insistent. (In fact tea was snorted out of my nose – not that you needed to know that). The guides that chose you are the “Earth Warriors Oracle”, now if these guides are new to you, please – let me introduce them:-

“There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are torn apart and will suffer greatly. Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above water. And I say, see who is in there with you and celebrate. At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally, least of all ourselves. For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt. The time for the lone wolf is over. Gather yourselves! Banish the word “struggle” from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.”

Repeat the last 3 lines to yourself. Banish the word “struggle” from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. Yes?

Woosah! Breathe that in.

The crystals that wiggled and jiggled are:- Rose Quartz – to remind us to not stuff the feelings, numb or avoid, but to feel and know your heart is strong. Orthoceras – which is a fossil (do you see the little fish in it), assist you in moving from the old to the new and to be receptive to the fresh, innovative forces that are available to you. Fossils can assist you in your quest for transition, transformation and personal growth, helping you to understand the process of change. Rhodonite is a stone of compassion, an emotional balancer that clears away emotional wounds and scars from the past, and that nurtures love.

Ready? Let’s just come back to ourselves yes? Breathe long and deep. In through the nose and out through the mouth, just let yourself breathe back into your body. Feel your feet on the floor, your hands and fingers and the top of your head. Breathe. When you are ready, I invite you to bring the image of water into your mind’s eye. Is it flowing, is it blocked? How does it feel? No judgement, just witness. Then when you’re ready ask your wise inner self, what do you need to focus on with this element?

Did you pick?

Ready to go look?

CLAN OF THE WOLF HEART

You belong to the Clan of the Wolf Heart. This is a soul tribe, with boundaries beyond bloodlines and geography. It is based on soul connection to love’s wisdom and higher truths of Great Spirit. The Clan is united through Wolf medicine and the heart. These are the qualities of the Divine Feminine that unify, allowing for a palpable experience of oneness that brings power to our collective wisdom and purpose.

Reach out for help from others, whilst you honour and respect your individuality and your own unique life journey. Balance social time with taking care of your own individual needs, including the need for time out in solitude to hear your inner truths and renew yourself. Anger can be a sign from the soul, a sacred gift that asks you to deal with a situation, to bring about something different and more empowering. Use your anger as a sacred gift with compassion and clear purpose. Fight wholeheartedly when you need to safeguard what truly matters. Be open to a greater guiding wisdom so that you know when to be merciful and when to cut something off completely. Believe in the power of your inner voice, and do not silence yourself.

The howl of the wolf is primal and powerful. It is used to locate clan members or to define the boundaries of their territory to volves from outside of the pack. The howling wolf is medicine for standing your ground and defending that which is rightfully within your guardianship. If this strikes a note within you now, be aware that using your voice and energy to set boundaries and claim your space is important. The territory is not physical. That is the way of the ego. The territory is spiritual.

DADIRRI

You have an intuitive ability to recognise truths of the spirit. Dadirri is an Australian Aborginal term for the deep, spiritual practice of reflective and respectful listening. It is a deep listening for truth beyond physical words and their logical meaning. It is the way the shaman hears, with the soul.

Through the power of his or her own inner experiences, the shaman is able to create spiritual wisdom for the community, bringing balance and unity between the realm of Great Spirit and our Earth. As one who holds the potential power of the shaman, it is part of your soul journey to seek out deeper meaning, to never assume that the whole truth is revealed in what another says and, instead, to listen carefully – sometimes even for the truth evidenced in what is not being said, but being communicated in other ways. Others will naturally be drawn to you for counsel, but you must be sure that loving wisdom is the source through which your counsel is gleaned.

Part of the shamanic life path involves mastery over the extremes of existence. Energetic highs followed by crushing fatigue, feeling taxed beyond your limits of body and mind, perhaps even an experience of near-death or symbolic death of the personality, a profoundly challenging illness in body or mind, or a period of spiritual darkness which eventually leads you to a healing rebirth, these are all possible ways that the shamanic soul can progress through its training.

When it’s right for you, Great Spirit will bring you the necessary guides and teachers in the spiritual and the physical worlds, so that you can learn how to safely enter into and ground out of expanded states of awareness. This will increase your ability to hear and channel the messages of Great Spirit. Trust that your heart will recognise your true teachers – which will not always be those that claim to be your true teachers – as you participate fully in your unfolding journey with trust.

MAMA QUILLA

I, the Lunar Mother, bring you my Mandala of the Moon to manifest through the law of magnetic attraction. My mandala is the sacred portal through which your dreams, intentions and visions shall pass into the wholeness of being, from the realm of inspiration into the world of form on earth. There is no need for doubt or concern, for even the appearance of delay signifies that the divine feminine mystery is at work, with timing unfolding according to a higher, loving wisdom. Trust that what is falling away is meant to be, whilst you have faith in new divine works being born.

Relax with trust and positive expectations that all your needs will be met. This makes it easier for abundance to flow and all earthly and spiritual matters to fall into place according to a great and loving higher intelligence. Things are changing even if you cannot see the physical evidence of this as yet. Trust that your actions are leading you into a better way of life. Rely on the Universe and you shall see how all things come together according to a timing and higher order that suits you, in ways even better than you have imagined yourself.

Don’t resist the natural cycle of creation. This means accepting the symbolic night during which we cannot act, we cannot see, we have to rest and be patient, having faith that the day will dawn at the right time. So we do not insist that things manifest immediately according to our personal opinion about how, why, when and where. The Divine has a destiny intended for you. When you surrender, you are led into it.

Wowzer, wowzer. Well delicious lovely – Clan, Mastery and Luna. I so love the cards and my guides. Okay, wishing you an amazing, frigging awesome week as we head into October. Remember the doors to Creatrix Circle close on September 30th at midnight. Pick up red leaves, play with water, breathe yourself back into your body, remember you are not alone and you are important and appreciated. Sending you massive hugs and squeezes. Warm soxs and cups of tea. See you next week!

Equinox is here! And Changes are Afoot!

Jenny Heston · 1:00 am ·

Happy Miraculous, Majestic, Musical, Merry, Manifesting, Magickal Monday! How are you delicious lovely? How has your week been? Can you feel the shift and change that is coming with Equinox? I certainly can! The leaves are changing and releasing from the trees and there is a different smell in the air, and I have been watching the energies ramp up for me in this last week.

Equinox comes on Tuesday, September 22nd – my birthday! Okay, great Jenn it’s your birthday but why should Equinox matter to me? Ahhhh, good question grasshopper!

Here in the North it’s Mabon, the second harvest festival. And whether you or North or South, what you need to remember is that Equinox is the balance point, the place where there is an equal amount of day and night. This festival is a time to look at the seeds that you sowed in the Spring, on every level, and reflect on how they have manifested. In fact a nickname for this celebration is “Witches Thanksgiving” as there are so many things to be thankful for. Most crops are in and the fields are beginning to look brown and are slowly going to sleep for the winter (unless they are filled with gorgeous orange pumpkins).

While we harvest and celebrate the glorious gifts we are receiving we have to accept that the soil is dying, and release. We have food to eat, but warmth is gently tucking behind us and cold and dark lie ahead. Now if this is making you gulp a little, don’t! Remember you can’t experience light without the dark and vice versa. When the day and night are of equal length, it offers a powerful vibration and harmony between the time of creation (night) and the time of manifestation (day). This allows the flow between creation and manifestation to be more seamless and flows with ease and effortlessness. There are no limits on what you can manifest during an Equinox, it is time to harvest, be thankful, release, let go and prepare for the more inward reflective times ahead.

And on that note, I am so thankful for all the lovely emails I have received about the Equinox Magickal Bundles (also known as MMM and OMM) and how you are going to use some of the rituals on Equinox or close to.

As it’s my birthday on Equinox and a fabulous manifestation time. I am test driving a wee Mini Cooper (bright red of course) and stick shift as I think they are so cute and quite fabulous! Then I will be heading to the beach and conjuring up a few spells methinks, whilst giving huge gratitude for all that I am, the people in my life and the changing of the seasons. How are you going to celebrate and what are you thankful for?

Some changes are afoot. I have been sending out these free weekly readings for nearly 7 years! I have loved, loved, loved sharing these with all of you all, but now I’m being guided to create something deeper, more connected and that will serve at a higher vibration. As you know the doors to Creatrix Circle opened on Wednesday and they will only be open only until the 29th where they close until December at the earliest. I am thrilled with this new venture, as when women gather in a circle there is a deep sharing of stories, a vulnerability and strength that isn’t encountered in many other arenas of life. The support that one receives in a circle is immense and bonds are built that transcend the normal day to day fluff. Which in turn raises the vibration, creates a sacred container and deepens the learning causing massive expansion in one’s own life, community and globally – and we are really being called to step up now as we move through this massive paradigm shift.

Thus, as of the beginning of October I will be sending out one reading a month and the rest will be done within Creatrix Circle, thus enhancing and supporting the growth of whomever needs to be there. I do so hope you join us as some amazing women have already! I’ve made it exceptionally affordable for Founding Members to join as Seer, and receive all sorts of practickal magic lessons and spiritual wellness, and for Sage and Sorceress to access private coaching which me. When the doors reopen in December, the price will be higher.

Okay, let’s crack on with the reading.

So my darlings with Equinox just around the corner when I went to the cards I grinned a huge grin as the gorgeous guides of The Faery Forest Oracle were adamant to join! Now if these are new guides for you, please let me introduce them as it would be rude not to!

“Let us enter the wild green world together, friend, the faery forests where the great trees speak with us, the moss soft underfoot, the light pure and gentle. The homes of the once Sacred groves of the Celts, the Saxons, and the Vikings…and to the people who were here long before we had names with which to call them to us – the faerie people. May the wild green world and the wondrous beings of this Faery Forest heal us, inspire us and urge us all to become more who we truly are meant to be.”

Perfect guides for this time, especially as Equinox is about the change in seasons, nature and the magick that is there, if your’e willing to see it. When I went to take a photo of the cards, I was tickled to see a wee little rainbow had joined us. Do you see it?

So delicious one, breathe out. Let all that old air leave your lungs and as you take a gorgeous inhale in through your nose and out through your mouth let your shoulders relax. Just BE here for a moment, it doesn’t have to be long. Then as you breathe; invite into your mind’s eye the energy of Equinox, what are you thankful for? What needs to be harvested? Then when you are ready, pick the card or cards that call to your wise self.

Did you remember to pick?

Shall we go look?

BLOODMONTH

There is a time for us all to gather the harvest to us. In order to do so, in the fields, the heads of grain must fall. In our own lives, we must similarly be ready to let go and offer up something of value, in order to make room for the greater good that can then flow into our lives, into our very souls.

When we sacrifice, we make something “sacred” by the very act of giving it up. It is no sacrifice to make an offering that has no value, no meaning to us – and so at this time you are being asked to give, contribute, and offer up something valuable to you in order to receive in return. What you give must be significant as there must be energetic room created in order for significant blessing to flow through to you in return.

These sacrifices do not always come in the form of the material – it is not always a “thing” that we offer or let go of. It can be our pride, our judgement, our human conceits, our petty quarrels and disputes – all of which fill our days with distractions that serve no one.

With Bloodmonth comes the need to make a deep and earnest decision to give up something that we have held dear – even components of our constructed human personality – to give them up to feed the hungry beings of Bloodmonth, who, although terrifying to gaze upon, will clear and free us in so many ways.

Have no doubt. From the offerings you make, the future is born. Now is the time to make that sacred offering.

SIGIL KEEPER

When the Sigil Keeper comes to you, there will be no words. Instead, there will be shapes and signs and messages a-flowing, as tough a language of symbols is being shared with you. When she comes, you are being encouraged to participate in this process by creating and shaping your own magickal symbols and beginning to consciously choose the symbolic language that you are creating and connecting with every single day.

You may wish to find a symbol at this time that represents you and the part of the journey you are exploring at present. You may wish to look around your home and see what “hidden” symbols have worked their way into your life, and you may wish to rearrange these, remove some, replace others with symbols that are consciously chosen to be of greatest magickal support to you at this time.

Look at your clothing, what you wear, and see the symbolic nature of this, and go through your jewellery and consider carefully the energy of its symbols and whether you wish to connect with this

Sigil work is simple but ever so powerful, and this amazing being is a reminder to work with intelligence, and to exercise your choice at all times. You must choose carefully now what symbols you keep about you – for they have shaped you more than you have ever truly considered.

ELVEN TOUCH

There are some who walk among us who have healing capabilities in the Faery Forest; this is known as having the “elven touch”.

You are being offered the assistance of this elven touch – a healing touch of energy that transfers to you some of the gift of immense good health, which aids immediately in your recovery. This transferral of magickal energy from the elves offers you a spark of vitality, that luminous quality that helps us to awaken each day refreshed and ready, with renewed enthusiasm, vigour, and optimism.

The elven ones are now stilling themselves and gathering their energy to send to you when you are ready to receive. To allow this energy to work its healing within your cells, simply find a quiet place to be sometime today. Cast whatever doubts your human mind brings forth aside for a time, and visualise a silver stream of pure energy entering your crown…..

Being touched by elves has always been known to be powerful – they can heal and they can harm, and for you, this transferal of energy brings forth great healing, soothing and a relief from physical pain.

Seek healing treatments that involve touch.

Oh wowzer, you really can’t make this shit up! Offerings, symbols and healing! Frigging perfect for this energetic time. So my delicious lovely, wishing you a stupendous Equinox, I hope you celebrate and do something to harness the energy and mark the changes. Have a glorious week, gather some colourful leaves and remember to be gentle with yourself. With change, whether it’s the Season or the energetics, can come a sense of dis-ease. Breathe, smile and now you are positively fabulous. And come check out Creatrix Circle, as you still have time to join and change this upcoming year for yourself. Big hugs and squeezes!

Equinox is coming (bundles are here!). Creatrix Circle opens on Wednesday. Mars is Retrograde, New Moon in Virgo and Smoke!

Jenny Heston · 1:01 am ·

Happy Magickal, Mystical, Magnificent, Majestic, Meaningful, Miraculous, Manifesting Monday!

Thank you so much for all the welcome back messages and emails I received and the huge response and questions about how to join Creatrix Circle. I was really touched and every word was so appreciated. (Note for you – Creatrix Circle doors open on Wednesday September 16th.) So for those of you who are part of our glorious email community, you will get a link as to how to join.

Also, thank you for all your interest in if there are going to be Equinox bundles. You betcha! As you know I love, love, love Equinox – that magnificent time when we are in a place of equality and stillness. Where magick is created. The bundles are ready and there is the delicious MMM (Mabon Magickal Manual) for the Northern hemisphere and OMM (Ostara Magickal Manual) for the Southern hemisphere. 30+ pages of ritual, spells, guided visualisation and all sorts of goodness to really harness the energy of this switch and to walk with the forces that surround you. And as it’s my birthday month, they are 70% off!

For those who are joining Creatrix Circle these bundles will be free to you for the year (there are 8 – 10 bundles of marvelousness)!

So let me ask – how has your week been? With Mars having gone retrograde have you noticed any “oddities” occurring in your world? One of the most prevalent feelings that Mars in retrograde brings up is frustration. Then there are the others – lack of drive, anger, etc. And with Mars back in Aries it’s certainly a fiery, furious retrograde!! Gulp!

I will say for myself, this last week Mars retrograde hit me like a sledgehammer and has been a huge challenge in tenacity, faith and flexibility (oh and not telling people to bog off). Tech stuff developed a massive “challenge” state for me, so as you know, the doors open on Creatrix Circle on Wednesday and I am so proud of everything that I’m being guided to create. However, tech kept testing, pushing and not playing nicely at all. Which to be honest was so frigging annoying and made me want to bang my head against a wall. Then when I went to upload the amazing Equinox bundles (both for North and South) everything you could think of went wrong! Grrr. Thank goodness for glorious mugs of tea and a doggo who listens to me rant!

Top that off with the smoke swirling in so thick and blanketing everyone in a weird zombie apocalypse-like smog, it has been so interesting to see how we all are responding. (Anger, frustration and temper tantrums seem to be the go to). Sigh. I have seen so many police interventions in the last 4 days it isn’t funny!

I had a client phone me a few days ago in tears as everything was too much. The pandemic, the opioid crisis, the smoke, the energies that have shifted and become even more rampant, you name it. Her question was “Has the world gone to hell?” No, we haven’t, but there have certainly been a lot of wake up calls to encourage us to look at life differently and to appreciate we are all connected and to create community, connection and support for one another. Which, if we are honest – is not highly prevalent in our Western culture, unless they are someone we know.

So as we walk through all of this it is supremely important to practice self care, time outs if you need them, grounding practices, connection with like minded people and ritual (hence the Equinox bundles). And do please remember to breathe, and remind yourself – this too shall pass. Do things that nourish you, support you and celebrate you. Yes?

Also, I invite you to to join me in sending huge love, prayers and energy for all of who are having to deal with the fires close to home, hold them in your hearts.

Okay, enough chuntering. Let’s crack on!

When I went to the cards and asked who wanted to support and guide this week I was not surprised to see the glorious Divine Circus Oracle hop up and down (as seriously life feels a tad like a circus right now). Amazing crystals came to join in and the most soft and sweet pussy toe flowers joined right along.

Now if these guides are new to you, please let me introduce them. These glorious guides are playful, but deep. They think outside the box and invite you to do the same. If you have never met these glorious guides, please let me introduce you. “What is life if not a Divine Circus? Life might seem ordinary at times, yet when we look more closely, it is bursting with creative diversity, constantly evolving, pulling rugs out from underneath our feet (usually just at the moment we think we have everything under control) and opening doors we couldn’t even see were right there before us a moment earlier. Life is magical, thrilling, sometimes strange and even scary. It can inspire you and touch your soul, inviting you to discover the unique magic within you, to dare to live it, to express it, to play with possibilities and embrace what sets you apart from the crowd. “

Okay, let’s settle in shall we, it doesn’t have to be for long. But I invite you to get still with yourself. To really just BE for a moment, to let all the cares, worries, to do things just drop away. Just BE. As you slow down your breathing allow the thoughts to scatter off to the side and really invite your wise inner self to speak to you about the energy of Equinox. What do you need to know as we mark this time? What can support you in the coming week? To help there is a lovely guided visualisation where we do some demolition and construction. (No tools required).

Okay, did you remember to pick?

Let’s go look, shall we?

THE PROUD PIERETTE

If you were proud of who you are and everything you have learned in your life, free from shame, guilt or judgement, what would you choose for yourself today? The choices you make for yourself from a place of feeling good are going to be more loving and helpful than anything from a place of self-judgement. You’ve nothing to regret, you’ve learned a lot and you are a beautiful unique being on a wild divine journey. Be kind to yourself. Keep your head up! Then it will be easier to keep growing and glowing.

If you feel that life is getting you down, or you should have, or could have, made different decisions in life – you are doing a great job! You are meant to have learning experiences. What matters is that you choose to learn. And you do! In your own time and your own way, you make sense of things, and you grow wiser and stronger as a person.

If you feel any ridicule, judgement or shaming is coming from those around you – trust you are stronger and wilder and more beautiful and true than any of that mean-spirited fearfulness. Let the mud that is being slung slide right off or remain stuck in the hands of those throwing it your way. Keep your sense of inner dignity intact. Never make yourself smaller to placate the fear in another’s heart. Take pride in who you are. Be proud to be you! And know that this is a way to respect and honour the creative loving power of the universe that created you!

BRILLIANT VIRGIN

In a world where we are bombarded daily with differing opinions and ideas, remaining true to you and your own point of view is nothing short of brilliant. Let go of confusion, distortion, comparison and compromise. You do not need to compare yourself to another or measure up to anyone or anything else. What matters to you and your successful life journey is to be in touch with your own truths. You know what you feel, no matter what anyone else says or believes. Stay true to you!

We have to trust that the inner vision, the hope, the dream within us, is going to be strong enough to stand the rigours of birth, and be able to come to life in the world. Sometimes we have to trust that we are enough, that we have goodness, value and worth, and so are worth the time, effort, patience and commitment required to transform our ideas into realities.

Stay true to you and your course. Do not allow yourself to be swayed by another, no matter how well-meaning their intentions may be or how impressive their arguments may seem. Do not water down the strength of your vision, your dream. You are meant to be birthing something unique into being. The world needs your originality! Pray for courage. Trust yourself.

ROOSTER MAMA

Rooster Mama is her own person. She’s a rebel, a maverick, a renegade – an offbeat individual who dances to her own rhythms. She is the authentic eccentric who doesn’t fall in with the plans other people make for her, but creates her own consciousness with optimism and flair for self expression. She says you are unique, positive and rebellious too.

In a world where we are taught we need permission to do almost anything, it takes guts to decide to give yourself unconditional permission to be unconditionally yourself! When you do, however, an exhilarating sense of freedom, excitement and happiness bubbles up from within.

Permission to be strangely beautiful, weirdly wonderful and divinely eccentric creates charisma, energy and inspired ideas. Your own opinion of yourself becomes more important than the voices of fear that want to control you because they are afraid of the power within you.

You have compassion for that which is enslaved by fear, but you don’t buy into it. Rooster Mama sees this divine defiance in you and how it empowers you to make your own choices, to choose your own consciousness, the power to live your life in whatever way you see fit, whether others understand or not.

It’s time to shake things up, redefine yourself, even if that means letting things get a bit wild in the henhouse for a while. She reminds you to be bold, to be proud and strut your stuff.

Wowzer, fabulous guides for what is currently happening and what is coming down the pipe! Remember please to be gentle with your gorgeous self. If you want to get a bit more support and don’t feel called to join Creatrix Circle yet, the Equinox bundles will help massively. Sending you huge love and squeezes. Breathe glorious one, breathe.

Welcome back, Happy Labour Day and doors are opening soon……

Jenny Heston · 11:11 pm ·

Holy Hannah it feels like it has been forever – and so much has happened! So settle in sweetie we have lots to share and cover.

First, please let me wish you a Magnificent, Magickal, Miraculous, Manifesting Monday! The first Monday of September? (The trees have already started changing colours here, most odd).

I don’t know about you, but August was a month that whizzed by and yet felt like it was 9 months long, so many things have happened to put it mildly. As you know I was told very clearly by Spirit to take August off and that there was something bigger that was coming through – and it has (huge frigging happy dance!)

How the heck are you? Gosh I have missed you!

The Creatrix Circle has been birthed!

This is a glorious culmination of years of learning , work and Spirit kicking my sorry arse!

I am sooooo excited about this, and the doors open on September 15th.

And for Founding Members (the first 150 that join this amazing space prior to the opening ceremony), there are all sorts of wonderful goodies, including the Equinox bundle for both the northern and southern hemisphere!

Then we have an opening ceremony at the beginning of October (harnessing the energy of the first full moon of that month and bringing us all into circle) and then we get ready to start going into a deep, wonderful dive of ancient wisdom, earth magick, healing, embracing the witch, the wise one, the sorceress, healer, seer, sage and all the various archetypes. This is the space and place to reclaim our connection to the deep wisdom within ourselves, to plant our roots that nurture our manifestations and to work with the interdependance of all the energies that weave around us and through us and to walk through the Wheel Of The Year with the seasons, celebrations, and the magick!!!

Time to create a magnificent fulfilled, abundant, magickal life whilst deepening to the mysteries and the hidden voice within, with a like minded tribe.

A glorious journey of Practickal Magic, Spiritual Wellness and Manifestation all done in a magnificent Creatrix Circle!

So that was the massive thing that has been happening and it was fascinating to watch that everytime I tried to allow procrastination, perfectionism, fear, resistance swamp me I was literally bathed in tough love and made to walk through it. (Can you see why I said August has felt 9 months long!)

On top of that there was the mind numbing and soul wrenching grief of marking my sister’s first birthday (without her) and her death day. And let me tell you, if anyone says to you “It’s been a year, you should be over it. Tell them to fuck off!”

Then to add to that, the day before her birthday celebration (which I did with balloons, flowers, gifted flowers to neighbours, listened to her favourite music and made glorious veggie food and took her spirit for a walk with me to lots of glorious places she loved), my landlord phoned. Now that in itself is unusual as he is not a communicator at all. He phoned to advise me that his daughter had broken up with her boyfriend and was sad, and when she saw how glorious I made this wee house look with the magickal garden and everything. She wanted it. WTF! We are in the middle of a pandemic and I am a person of roots!

As much as I am love and light, there was a huge amount of anger and resentment that came up and again Spirit wouldn’t let me rest – in fact she took me deep and dark to really process it all.

So August has felt like giving birth and going through the crucible all at the same time. (Hence it felt 9 months long).

But I am so excited to be here with you and find out how you have been and what’s been happening for you.

Kids are going back to school on Tuesday and there are so many conflicting reports, there’s a really interesting energy happening right now and some are in full denial of anything and are desperate to go back to “what was”. Sigh. That has gone! We are still in the place of threshold, a kind of waiting room where we are gathering our energy, honing our skills to give birth to something new and different. Therefore, if you have days where you feel absolutely bagged make sure to take care of yourself physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually!

Okay, I have chuntered on long enough lol. When I went to the glorious cards to ask who wanted to show up for this week, the delicious Love Your Inner Goddess guides were most adamant! Now, it doesn’t matter if you identify as male/female non-binary etc. we all are composites.

So do please let me introduce you to these glorious guides (as not to is just rude).

“These guides have come to help you awaken and express your divine feminine spirit, to live from your heart, to empower your true self – and to discover your sacred rebel within, to say no to the voices of fear and hate and become a voice for love, truth and spirit on the earth. Living as a soul, with truth, takes real courage in this world. We are often taught to follow the rules and be a good boy or girl – and that if we do this, everything will be OK. Your inner goddess thinks that is a bunch of nonsense. She wants so much more for you. She wants you to live a beautiful divine destiny. She will show you how to be a loving rebel, breaking the rules that go against your heart and soul, changing the game and playing from the heart. She’ll show you how to live the life that is meant only for you. You are meant to stir up healing change and be a voice for what is wise, loving and true. There are issues in our own lives and the world that need to change, that need to be healed. Your inner goddess knows how to bring about healing change with love, playfulness, courage and dignity. She is a fearless minx who will help you dance, love, storm and laugh your way into a more beautiful world, created from the heart. “

Seriously, the perfect guides for this time. Woosah!

So gorgeous one, breathe. Just breathe, BE and allow yourself to relax, your mind to calm, your breath to slow and ask your wise inner self – what do I need to know this week. Then when you are ready, pick the card or cards that tug at your heartstrings – don’t let your mind pick!

Did you remember to pick?

Shall we go have a look?

SHAMAN OF SKULLS

You are not crazy to willingly enter this experience. There is nothing that you need avoid, and so much that you will gain.

In your heart, you have been asking for something different, something more, and the Universe is answering your prayers. You don’t need to be afraid of the changes happening, or that are going to happen, for you. They are part of that answer from the Universe! You might feel uncertain because you cannot see how it is going to all work out – but know that the Universe is caring for you, and will provide a way to move through the transition with grace.

Something is ending. Something that has meant a lot to you. Maybe it is a relationship, a phase of your life, and identity that no longer suits you. Maybe it is an inner ending that you can’t quite articulate, but you feel nonetheless. This is a symbolic death with a greater purpose.

The shaman is spiritually trained to overcome the fear of symbolic death and, instead of avoiding endings, to willingly go through them with the awareness that an ending is simply the other side of a beginning. The shaman learns that endings happen when something new wishes to be born.

Be patient with yourself, be kind, but also know that new life is happening for you now according to a higher purpose and loving plan. Your life is meant to change at this time. Be encouraged! From the ashes of this symbolic death, you shall rise again.

FINCH SPIRIT GUIDE

Finch Spirit Guide comes to you with guidance to care for yourself in a particular way. Finches can become beautifully coloured, but only when they eat foods that nourish them. They have the power of beauty within, but they need the correct nourishment to be able to transform that potential into expression.

You also have beautiful divine potential to shine your light and beauty in the world, but you must feed your soul what it needs to do this. Be respectful and loving to yourself as you choose what to take in to your being – be it physical nourishment or emotional energy or even the kinds of books you read and entertainment you watch, for all has an impact on you.

Do you feel better for the experience? Does it nourish your soul?

The best growth-enhancing food for your soul is that which increases love. Finch Spirit Guide also brings a prediction of a celebration, of happiness ahead of you – and wants you to know that your connection to the spiritual worlds is real, to trust in the messages you feel from the Universe as they make themselves known in your heart.

It’s a good time to experiment with how to best care for your mind, body and soul. It’s not about being perfect; it’s about finding what works best for you. You are in a phase of your life where giving back to yourself is important.

Perhaps you have been sharing a lot of yourself with others, have come through a challenging time or, in the near future, will be stepping up in a new way to share more creative energy and soul fire than ever before.

All that you need to know now is that it is the right time to take extra special care of you.

GYPSY

You are encouraged to say yes to new opportunities and adventures, ideas and connections. Especially the ones that fill your heart with a sense of excitement (perhaps just before your mind begins to dwell on doubts and concerns, trying to talk you out of something before you even give it a chance.) You can handle the unfamiliar better than most.

Once you get your bearings, you’ll find a way to thrive, to enjoy what you discover and experience. Let the yearning of your soul to explore the new and exciting inspire you. The unfamiliar and the unknown hold great blessings for you. Open yourself to new horizons.

There’s wanderlust in your soul, that heart-quest for new worlds and amazing experiences. You are supposed to feel this way. You have a gypsy soul that will always seek out something new and different. This is just how your life is meant to be, a divine adventure. And there is an adventure that is meant just for you: places to see, people to meet, experiences to have.

You are meant to go on a journey, inside of yourself and out in the world. Trust in divine timing. Be open to what life has in store for you. Maybe you are a little afraid and wonder if you are brave enough. (Quick answer – you are brave enough, and then some).

Maybe you worry that you have missed your chance, but you cannot miss your destiny. It is right here waiting for you, and your gypsy soul is going to grow and fulfil even more of the purpose for which you were born!

Phew! Delicious cards for delicious times. So my gorgeous lovely I wish for you a stupendous week, enjoy the sunshine, be gentle with yourself and I look forward to seeing you in the Creatrix Circle when the doors open next week! Huge hugs and squeezes!

Grief, Gratitude and Daily Practice.

Jenny Heston · 11:59 pm ·

Happy Marvellous, Merry, Musical, Mystical, Magnificent, Manifesting Monday!

How are you – really?

I ask as I truly want to know. Our patterns of processing anger, fear, change, anxiety and grief are not linear. We don’t work through them daily from point A to point B and then tada – happy, happy, happy.

An example. On Wednesday, as I opened the fridge to peruse what to make for dinner, hiding behind the pickles was a huge dark weight of everything going on in our world and it bolted out of the fridge and hit me full on in the chest. Holy Hannah! All of a sudden such a deep grief came roaring up to the surface, cracking open my strong defenses that had been holding my own grief, pertaining to my sister at bay, and I hit the floor. Literally!

I sobbed, and sobbed and sobbed for a good 4 hours. After I gave up the battle of trying to stuff it all down and just allowed it to flow, images of this time last year when I was in the UK walking the path with my sister as she said goodbye to life, this world and to me came pouring out. Yet even in the midst of the anger, grief and rage was gratitude.

Gratitude that she wasn’t having to go through her cancer journey during Covid and this massive paradigm shift. Gratitude that I was feeling the grief. Gratitude that I had the privacy to sob like a snot filled maniac for hours and not have to worry about “managing others reactions”. Gratitude that when the last exhausted tear finally seeped away I could make a nice, hot cuppa tea and snuggle into bed and sleep safely. Now you may be thinking – Jenn, those aren’t things to be grateful for. But they are!

In 4 months, our world has become unrecognisable. So many of our routines have been completely thrown out the window or off balance and there is so much that is still unknown.

I hear people asking “When do we get back to normal (there is no normal). How long will we work from home? What if I’m scared to go back to my job? When will I be able to reconnect with my loved ones? Will schools be open in September?” And the list goes on.

So how do you stay sane, positive and resilient in this environment? As we are only part way through this glorious paradigm shift (hate to be the one to break that to you), and things are going to get even more peculiar and at times weighty.

A Daily Practice and Gratitude! (Seriously!!)

Why do these things? Firstly, a daily practice helps you ground, reconnect to the earth, to your highest self and to the energy of love.

So for example every day I get up in the morning, meditate, pray, work with my cards, set my energy for the day before I do anything! I don’t look at my phone, I don’t check my emails, I don’t even answer the phone if it rings! Next, I grab Danu and we go for a 10km yomp in nature where I chant, watch the birds, pick up rocks and allow Gaia to fill me up from the tips of my toes to the tops of my hair.

Then every evening I sit outside in the cosiness of the night sky and forgive. Forgive myself for anything that may have happened during the day. Forgive others for anything they have directed at me that wasn’t delightful. Then I cut the cords, release them and move into a state of Gratitude.

Secondly, Gratitiude is not passive! Gratitude is an attitude and it is action based. It’s consciously looking for things to be grateful for. Maybe a parking spot opened up just where you needed it. You received a cool card in the post. Someone took the time to listen to you. Whatever it is, be grateful. Recognise it, see it and let it fill a wee corner of your heart.

Gratitude doesn’t have to be big and flashy – it’s not about the bling. It’s about the awareness to appreciate and notice the lovely pieces, experiences and people in your life that make you smile and which nourish you. (Often I am grateful for my warm, cosy bed that I am going to curl up in, or a cuppa tea, and most certainly my doggo!) And then with this awareness of all the lovely little things that I’m grateful for I thank the Lord and Lady for the day and invite guidance and support as I sleep.

These are non negotiable practices for me! As a highly sensitive, intuitive empath, without them I would get swept up in the craziness, fear, anxiety, anger and bitterness and would totally lose my touchstone, my sense of connection and being part of something bigger.

So let me ask – what’s your daily practice?

How do you bring yourself back to centre and reconnect to something bigger than yourself that loves you to pieces?

So with all that being said – let’s crack on with the reading. When I went to the cards to ask who wanted to share their wisdom and insight with you this week, the glorious “Love Your Inner Goddess” guides came out big and bold. Now if these are new to you, please let me introduce them (as it would be rude not to).

Seriously, the perfect guides for this time. Woosah!

Did you remember to pick?

Let’s go have a gander shall we?

ANGEL OF TRUTH

The truth wants to be told, needs to be heard. It may seem like the whole world wants to believe in a lie, and so you wonder if you are crazy, if you are the only one who is thinking differently and desiring the real story to emerge. Yet those that fight against the truth are even more in need of it! There can be no healing, no freedom, no moving one without it.

You are going to be blessed with a truth revealed, a realisation about yourself, the world or others that will bring you relief. It will happen at the right time. It will set your soul free.

Sometimes, the lies we are repeatedly told become so familiar that we forget that they are lies and begin to believe that they are real. Maybe it’s someone judging us that is the lie. Maybe it’s advertising and the media, which are often more about deceptive manipulation that a source of correct information. Whatever the source, all untruth teaches us the same thing – that we must be afraid and hate each other.

When we are fed so many false truths, it can become hard to remember what real truth feels like. It can even start to seem like the truth doesn’t matter as much as being able to convince another person to accept your point of view. This is like poison for the soul.

The soul needs truth like your body needs air. It keeps it alive. Deep in your soul, you know what is true, and you know when you, or anyone else, is not being truthful. You are sensitive enough to know that only truth feels good for you. You must give yourself permission to be truthful with your own soul and live honestly, authentically and bravely in this world. It is the only way for you to be really you.

QUEEN OF HEARTS

Your heart has been chosen by the Divine to be a temple for spiritual light, an inner place where grace and healing can dwell. This is very special. A temple is kept clean and pure, scented with sacred perfumes of incense, made beautiful with our feelings uncluttered and spacious so that as much spiritual presence as possible can enter.

When spirit enters and fills the temple of the heart, things of extraordinary beauty take place. Even the apparently impossible becomes possible. Clear your heart temple with forgiveness, gratitude and love for the spirit, so it can fulfil its divine destiny of being a sacred channel for beautiful divine grace.

The mind may believe it has got the power to rule, but, in truth, the heart is queen. You are a true goddess of love, one who consults the heart for answers. You will courageously follow the guidance of the heart. Even when the mind doesn’t want to surrender to the call of the heart, and fearfully lists numerous reasons why it is crazy and stupid and will end badly, you know that the doubt of the mind is no match for the power of the heart.

Things don’t need to make sense to your mind or to anyone else, they just need to make sense to your heart. You are already a divine queen, your heart aflame with passionate purpose. Stay true to your heart’s wisdom and you will change the world!

EARTH GODDESS

To live the dream, we have to surrender the fantasy. This can be painful. It feels like the end – when, in fact, it is the beginning. Once the pain passes, there is the joy of what we have yearned for coming to life. It may not be as perfect as the fantasy, but it will be real, and it can nourish us. We can build our appetite for life with dreams, but we cannot be fed by them.

The soul requires real life experience to become fully alive, to have experiences and grow. There’s a fantasy that wants to become reality for you. Don’t let a few gritty moments or human imperfections prevent you from experiencing the joy of heaven on Earth.

You have beautiful dreams and wonderful visions of what life could be. It is not enough to imagine them. You want to live them! This is exactly how you are meant to feel. For that to happen, you must practice feeling grounded, taking practical earthly steps, one at a time, to bring your dreams to life.

The Universe will send so much help your way, but you are the one who must take the steps. Spirit cannot do that for you. Even if you are not sure how your biggest, boldest dreams can come together, you can still ask yourself, “What is it that I can do now?”

Remember you are an Earth Goddess. You have the power to manifest your visions, to bring your beautiful ideas to life in the world. This is what you are here to do. Remember to love yourself enough to recognise your creative power and use it joyfully each day.

Woosah! Wonderful guides for this week as we navigate the twists and turns that we are being offered as a collective. Wishing you a glorious week filled with ease, authenticity, kindness and laughter. Allow any “sticky” emotion out, create a daily practice that nourishes you and remember to be grateful for even the smallest thing. I personally am exceptionally grateful for you and your presence on this earth. Big hugs and squeezes!