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When Spring is Reluctant, Mercury is still in Retrograde and Your Intentions get Eaten! – April 9th Reading

Jenny Heston · 2:00 pm ·

Happy magnificent, marvelous Monday! Ā It’s good to be back. How was your Easter? Ā Did a large wascally wabbit come and poop little chocolate eggs everywhere? Ā Our Easter was fabulous as guess what? We had two days of sun and nice weather in a row!!! Ā (I know, sad but true). So a lot of time was spent playing outside, waking up the garden and just getting everything freshened up. Ā We had a glorious egg hunt through the woods and bushes, and our wascally wabbit hid eggs in the bark of the trees, under shrubs, peeking out from rocks – quite inventive if I say so myself. Ā Good thing we did our egg hunt on the Saturday as Sunday brought 8ā€ of snow! (It was nearly enough to make me want to crawl back into bed and stay there until the real Spring arrived). Ah well, can’t do anything about it. Ā 

My friend and I collaborated and co-created Easter dinner for friends, family and waifs and strays, so I think there were about 20 odd of us which always makes for great conversations and interesting dynamics. Ā We also played a fabulous game called ā€œTelestrationsā€, I highly, highly suggest it but the caveat is it’s not really appropriate for small people to play. It can be a bit edgy, kind of like Cards against Humanity. Ā But it’s great fun!!

On Equinox I did my ritual of writing on little strips of paper things that I would like more of in my life and then I popped them into 12 peat pots, covered them with dirt and planted all sorts of herb seeds in them. Ā Well with the lack of sun (as Spring is being reluctant in showing herself), I noticed they were a bit straggly, so I moved them to a different window and lower down. About an hour later I walked back into the living room to see that one pot was missing, there was a small pile of dirt on the carpet and Legolas (my large white Akbash) was licking his lips with dirt hanging from his jowls! Ā The bugger had eaten one of my intentions! So I don’t know if that means he is spreading my intention out into the world or that that intention was just too delicious not to share! Bloody dog!

Okay, enough about twisted games, pooping bunnies and intention eating dogs, let’s get on with the reading. Ā The deck that came out loud and proud this week is ā€œThe Divine Circus Oracleā€ and if this is your first time coming to this wonderful deck, let me give you the dedication. Ā ā€œThis deck is for those who find it hard to follow rules, conform, bend to authority and generally ā€œdo what they are toldā€. Ā May your rebel heart always be bold. May your spirit always be free. May you remember to live the Divine Circus and have fun doing things the way you aren’t supposed to, whilst living your most creative and unique divine destiny.ā€ Ā Ā Ahhhhh, doesn’t that just sound delightfully delicious? Ā The crystals that literally threw themselves out of the bowl to come play are:- Ruby Zoisite – great for transmuting negative energy into positive. Ā Snowflake Obsidian – a stone of purity and brings about a balance to body, mind and spirit. Ā Last but not least, Citrine – highly protective and enhances optimism. Ā These are then all topped of with of a Selenite wand for amplification. Ā 

I have created an ā€œinterestingā€ visualisation for you that involves some travelling, but don’t fret you won’t need your passport. Ā However, if you don’t feel the need just take a few moments to slow your breathing down and get centred in yourself and then pick the card or cards that resonate for you.

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Did you pick?

Let’s go have a little look see shall we?

RARE, RAW, REAL

There is a unique beauty in you that wants to shine through. Ā It is different. It might not be pretty, neat and tidy, and you might even feel vulnerable about sharing this real, unveiled you with the world…do it anyway because the world wants to love you. Ā The rare, raw and real you.

It’s time to peel back the layers and unearth the real you – naked, vulnerable, real, beautiful. Ā With every layer of hiding and protection removed, you’ll encounter whatever it was that caused that layer of self protection to be built up in the first place – maybe a sense of shame, fear, hate, anger or doubt. Ā Affirm your love for yourself, and a willingness to be patient whilst you become ready to be known and seen and loved for who you are underneath those layers of pain, then you’ll find it easier to let them fall away. Ā As this happens there will be a revelation of a raw, rare and real you that you didn’t even know was there – so pure so powerful, so precious. The inner light of you will shine through, like a lantern suddenly illuminated, with the radiance of you lighting up the dark. Ā 

In being brave enough to do this, you help empower others to be their true selves as well, to be less afraid of what makes them different, to embrace their uniqueness and feel the divine dignity that is rightfully ours when we choose to simply be who we are. Ā 

DUKE OF SHADOWS

Cunningly clever am I, helping you discern the truth from the lie. Ā I remind you that half truths may seem to be whole, yet in the shadows is information yet to be known. Ā When the time is right, the light shall be bright, and confusion will give way to understanding.

You are being invited to be patient. Ā This is a cautionary card, not to inspire concern, but rather to inspire curiosity. Ā There is more to a situation, person, opportunity, or even an apparent absence of activity or success, than meets the eye. Ā You could imagine it being like the universe has another card up its sleeve and is yet to show its full hand. A process has been set in motion but is ā€œunder the radarā€ of your awareness. Ā Something is happening, even if that doesn’t appear to be the case. But just like a seed starts to grow into a plant, deep in the earth, apparently invisible and yet very real, you are being subjected to invisible but real forces of growth and healing at this time. Ā 

Because you cannot know what you don’t know, you will need to wait for more information to come to you. Ā So if what you see, sense or feel is negative right now, don’t believe it! Things are going to shift and change and there will be a surprising twist in your life. Ā Though you don’t see it coming, another piece of your life puzzle is going to reveal itself soon. It will help solve a difficulty or question you have been holding in your heart.

SECRET OF SHINOBI

Shhhhhh! Ā Can you keep a secret? Ā It’s time to play your cards close to your chest. Ā Soon enough, you’ll be ready to stand upon the mountain top for all to see and hear. Ā For now, let things unfold in the guarded privacy of your inner world. When the time is right to be seen in the light, you’ll know what is true and what to do. Ā Until then, be patient, be private, be committed and wait for the right time to shine.

Sometimes being less visible, less transparent, less ā€œseenā€ for a time is helpful. Ā It doesn’t mean being dishonest or deceptive, but it does mean keeping your intentions and your truths to yourself until you see the best way to attain your goals. Ā In fact, the best way to attain your goals might be more of the ā€œiron fist in velvet gloveā€ approach. You might find that gentle persuasion works far better than direct confrontation, which can unintentionally inflame a situation and trigger defensive reactions in others instead of finding a way to bring resolution.

When it is time to show your hand, to reveal your intentions and speak more openly and publicly about what has been gestating, you’ll know it; but for now, let things come together away from prying eyes. Ā Just for now, it’s time to keep a secret.

Wow, that was quite amazing, they are all to do with patience, trusting and being willing. Ā (Have I said how much I love my cards?) How did your pick resonate for you? To me these cards are quite ā€œSpringā€ like in the way that we plant a seed and we have to be patient and not go digging it up to see if it’s growing. Ā Trust. Such a small word and one that can be very hard to do sometimes. So my gorgeous one, I wish you a glorious week filled with patience, inner knowing and of course huge, huge belly laughs!Ā  Oh yes, and is it just me that thinks Ruby Zoisite would make a great band name?

See you next week.

Ode to My Gorgeous Gal – R.I.P Uma

Jenny Heston · 4:41 pm ·

Uma, my gorgeous gal, the one that has walked so many different paths with me and has always been there, the dog of my heart. Ā I got her as a rescue dog and drove to Trail to bring her and the whole litter home to foster them. 13 years ago I had lost my golden lab Maia to mouth cancer and my black lab Rudolph was bereft, he had never been alone, he had always had Maia. Ā Thus, I thought it was a great plan to foster some puppies to see if that helped him. Ā He hated them, actually he hated all of them except Uma. Ā So the others found their forever homes somewhere else and Uma came to our forever home. Ā 

She was such a brilliant dog, sharp, bright and so incredibly loving without being a slobbery git. Ā She came camping, travelling, exploring and fairly much anywhere I could take her. Ā In the woods she was always the one that stayed close whilst the male dogs cavorted amongst the trees. Ā She was the one that the minute she heard me go to bed, I could hear her on the stairs flumping down after me to hop up on the bed and curl up on the bottom left hand corner. Ā When I went to Victoria to help Dee (my mother), she kept me sane – when Dee would kick off Uma and I would walk and I would chant. Ā One day between the myriad of walks I realised we had done 25 km. Ā She has flown with me, hiked with me and when I haven’t been feeling well she was always there on the corner of the bed looking at me and checking in. Ā 

In the mornings I would get up and go to the kitchen and the minute she heard the toaster pop down and the frying pan go on, voila up she would get to hang out and see if there were any scraps going. Ā 

So it’s been a heck of a week. Ā A week ago today was Chinese New Year, where we entered the Year of the Male Earth Dog. Ā We had a glorious celebration and Uma and the other two bounded around excited to see all the people and snag some tidbits of beef, lemon chicken or salmon. Ā Saturday as it started to snow and snow and snow some more we went for a glorious walk and as usual she explored but always came back to check in with me and then dash off to cavort with the other dogs.

On Monday even though it was chilly, the sky was blue and the sun bright and brilliant – quite a gorgeous day so I rejigged my schedule so I could take the doggos out for a glorious romp with my friend Christine and her dog. Ā There was so much snowy expanse to run, play and frolic – as well as trees to dash behind and hide whilst waiting for another dog to run by, but she didn’t play. Ā The others all did, but she didn’t cavort, she stayed right to my heel and seemed to be slower and the walk not so enjoyable for her. Ā By Monday night I knew she wasn’t feeling well.

Tuesday, she was worse, stairs were becoming a problem and she wouldn’t eat (which was highly unusual for her). Ā Wednesday it was even more prevalent and she would look at me with eyes that saw but didn’t really, and large strings of drool hanging from her mouth. Ā I also noticed the two other male dogs were exceptionally gentle around her and they would cry, which they never do. Ā In my head she was going to be fine, it was all good and it would be something simple. Ā So off to the vet we went. Ā First diagnosis was Pneumonia. Ā Sweet! Ā We can deal with that right? Ā Some antibiotics, rest, lots of water and she will be right as rain and ready for another glorious adventure. Ā 

The vet ran blood tests and did a chest x-ray and you know there is something more when the Vet goes out to get a chair so she can sit next to you. Well the blood tests didn’t come out well, she had no white blood cells and a massive secondary infection.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. Ā There were two things, either she had a tick borne virus or it was bone marrow cancer. Ā The first one could be dealt with by antibiotics, the other one – nadda. Ā Another test was run to see if it was tick borne, and whilst that was happening I walked in the wind and the bleak grey cold along the dog beach looking at all the other dogs and allowing tears to freeze on my cheeks. Ā Come on Jen, think positive, it’s all going to be good. Ā Back to the Vets and nope, not a tick borne virus – bone marrow cancer. Ā However, give her antibiotics will deal with the secondary infection and she can rally and you have another year. Ā FUCK! Ā 

I took my gorgeous girl home, snuggled her, cried and told her how much she was loved. Ā My heart felt so incredibly sad and heavy. Ā The next day I cleared my schedule and hung out with her, I poached chicken, baked salmon – cooked beef liver to try to entice her to eat. Ā Nadda. Ā My gorgeous girl normally would follow me around the house when I was home and she tried valiantly – but she couldn’t. Ā She fell down the stairs, she would stand and wobble and look at me and I kept whispering to her ā€œYou are so loved, you are the bestest dog ever and if you need to leave I will miss you like a piece of my being has been taken, if you can rally – I would love that to pieces.ā€ Ā 

That night I wrapped her in a gorgeous clean blankie, just for her and took her to bed. Ā As I watched her I wondered if she would be there in the morning, and guess what? Ā She was!

I was so excited!!! Ā She’s going to be okay! Ā More antibiotics down her throat (which she hated) and I had to go meet with clients and do some work, so my son stayed with her as I didn’t want her to be alone at all. Ā When I got home in the early afternoon I bounded up the stairs looking for her, she was lying next to the water dish in the kitchen and it took all her energy to lift up her head and look at me. Ā My legs melted and I sat on the floor next to her and sobbed. Ā Uma, Puma – you need to go don’t you? Ā Fuck! Ā I have to be the adult and make that choice for you. Ā Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!

2pm the Vet was phoned. Ā 3:30 found my son and I walking into the vets with her wrapped up in her special blankie. Ā Multiple visits from various technicians trying to amp up the price – for just a little more you can do this…… Ā Seriously people, you have had over $1,000 in 2 days, can you please back away? Ā We stroked her, told her gorgeous stories as the first sleepy injection went in. Ā I took her collar off and told her she was free to leave, that it was okay – she had been such an amazing protector and friend, but it was okay to rest and release. Ā The second injection went in and at 3:59 she passed. I stroked her and then she coughed and expelled air. Ā But Uma was gone, it was just the body expelling air, which she did 3 times. Ā Have to say scared the heck out of me at first.

As the ground is frozen solid here there is no where to bury her, so I had to leave her behind to be cremated. Ā But as I watched her head loll I knew she wasn’t here anymore. I got home and sat. Ā Just kind of numb and bleak and then randomly there was a moth. Ā Ummm, excuse me, it’s a bazillion degrees cold outside, how the heck did you get here. Ā It kept bopping around my head and part of me wanted to crush it between my palms. Ā But hang on, moths and butterflies are all about transformation. Ā Hmmmm, so I let her dance around me for a while and then after an hour or so, she just seemed to vanish. Ā Was that Uma coming to say goodbye and that she was safe? Ā I don’t know, but it did make me feel good. Ā 

Do I feel her here? Ā You bet. Ā Was last night tough to not see her on the left corner of the bed – hell yes. Ā This morning when I went outside with my tea and the toaster had been popped down I could hear scratching at the door, so I opened it and a ghost came out. Ā Five days, I wasn’t ready for this to be honest.

 

My business is a dog!

Jenny Heston · 5:14 am ·

Happy dogsWhat do dogs and business have in common? Ā (Stick with me – it does make sense)

Okay, who here is a dog lover? Ā I have 3 large dogs that I adore (some days more than my kids – but don’t tell the kids that), Ā I take them up mountains, or down to the lake to play at least twice a day, and I laugh at their passion, enthusiasm and also the fact that they love frozen goose poo! Ā (I call them goosesicles). Ā My dogs get attention, I take them into the office with me, feed them well, get them big yummy bones and give them HUGE love. Ā They know I am there for them and they are loved. Ā They also know they are separate from me and I don’t view them as extensions of myself, I can just revel in them being their own quirky personalities and not taking stuff they do (such as humping other dogs on a walk) personally. [Read more…] about My business is a dog!

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And the only people that will be upset by this post are men.

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Here we go loves, tomorrow brings our once-in-a-bl Here we go loves, tomorrow brings our once-in-a-blue-moon moment. šŸŒ•šŸ©µ

This Sagittarius full blue moon is bringing a cosmic green light for growth, expansion and taking the leap into the known (and unknown). 

It’s here to free you from the confines of your comfort zone, illuminate the beliefs and fears that have kept you small, and call you towards the fullest and truest expansion of yourself.

You may already be feeling the restlessness building. A feeling that something needs to change. That you’ve outgrown certain parts of your life, limiting thoughts, old stories or ways of being that no longer fit the version of you you’re becoming.

This moon wants you to stop waiting for some imaginary future and begin taking steps towards the life your heart and soul truly yearn for now.

You’ll know deep down where you’re being called to go and what you’re being called to do and yes, it may feel big. But your soul wouldn’t call you into it if you weren’t ready.

This is your once-in-a-blue-moon moment to believe in yourself, stretch beyond what feels comfortable, trust your path and take the leap.

Just like the Sagittarius archer, draw back your bow, take aim for what you want and go for it.

#bluemoon #lunarliving #fullmoonphotography
This illustration is for everyone who, on some day This illustration is for everyone who, on some days, feels like giving up on the world.

Be proud of yourselves! 

Your sensitivity helps you to see the world with open eyes and not to lose sight of love.

#sensitivity #superpower #breatheinbreatheout
The Taurus new moon is a powerful reminder that we The Taurus new moon is a powerful reminder that we cannot hear the guidance or receive and anchor in the new energies and frequencies coming in when we are in a state of dysregulation or high alert.

The world is getting quicker and louder, and many of us are being pulled in too many different directions by too many different demands on our time, energy and attention, leaving us feeling overwhelmed, overloaded and agitated.

This moon is asking us to consciously slow down, unplug from the noise of the outside world and take back our attention from anywhere it’s scattered. Because when our attention is scattered, our power and awareness leak, making it easier to feel lost, uncertain and disconnected from ourselves.

This moon is asking us to root deeply into ourselves, regulate our nervous systems and reconnect to our own wisdom, because only from a grounded and rooted place can we truly receive and anchor in the new frequencies and possibilities trying to come through. 

How are you being called to slow down and reconnect to yourself under this moon?

#lunarliving #taurusnewmoon #newmoon
If you’re seeing this there’s a chance you and I a If you’re seeing this there’s a chance you and I are extremely lucky ✨ 

Let’s live life to its fullest for those who aren’t as fortunate.

#lifeonpurpose #gratitudeisamust #liveliketheresnotomorrow
April was giving ā€œspiritual tumble dryer,ā€ but May April was giving ā€œspiritual tumble dryer,ā€ but May? May wants us barefoot in the garden, smelling roses and remembering how to breathe again. šŸŒ¹šŸ”„

This week’s reading is all about slowing down in a world that feels far too loud, Taurus New Moon grounding, grief, blooming anyway and letting your soul lead for a change.

Plus there’s a glorious wee guided visualisation waiting for you. ✨

Grab a cuppa and come meet your guides.

#TaurusNewMoon #SpiritualGuidance #SoulMedicine #IntuitiveLiving #MayMagic MeetYourGuides SeasonOfTheWitch
Tiny flower cups for the bees because the fountain Tiny flower cups for the bees because the fountain water was too strong and some were drowning. šŸ„ŗšŸ

Without bees we have nothing.
No flowers.
No food.
No Spring magic.

So this is your reminder to leave water out, plant flowers and protect the tiny wild things. They are holding the world together. 🌼✨

#savethebees #gardenmagic #wildandrooted #springvibes #natureheals
We’re taught early what it means to be a ā€œgoodā€ wo We’re taught early what it means to be a ā€œgoodā€ woman.
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Be nice and agreeable. Don’t make people uncomfortable...even if it means you are.
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We learn to shrink ourselves to keep the peace. To smile when something feels off. To choose politeness over protection.
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But here’s the thing… that version of ā€œnatureā€ we’re told to follow? It’s not reality.
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Look at females in the wild. They protect their territory. They defend their young. They set boundaries without apology. They don’t soften themselves to make others comfortable. They survive because they don’t ignore their instincts....Somewhere along the way, we were taught to override ours.
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Being kind is not the same as being compliant. Being compassionate does not require self-abandonment... And your discomfort is not something you owe the world.
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You are allowed to take up space, say no and choose yourself.
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That’s not unnatural....That’s instinct.
Bealtaine blessings! šŸŒøšŸŒæšŸ§ššŸ¼ In the Celtic lands, the Bealtaine blessings! šŸŒøšŸŒæšŸ§ššŸ¼ In the Celtic lands, the ancient festival of Bealtaine marks the start of the summer season.⁣⁣⁣
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Traditionally Bealtaine did not have a fixed date, though it has come to be celebrated by many in modern times on the first of May (and here in Ireland, this week has indeed very much felt like our first glimpse of summer).⁣⁣
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At this time of year we celebrate the greening, fertility, and abundance of the natural world. The land is bursting with life all around us, renewed from the long sleep of winter.⁣⁣⁣
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Much like the festival of Samhain, which sits opposite from Bealtaine on the ever-turning wheel of the year, this is a liminal time when the veil between our physical realm and the spiritual Otherworld thins.⁣⁣⁣
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It is said here in Ireland that the SĆ­dhe, the fairy folk, are more likely pass through the fairy forts, ancient burial mounds, and other ā€œthin placesā€ at this time of year (and folks who wander near these places may likewise find themselves wandering into the Otherworld).⁣⁣
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Many of the rituals performed during this festival are protective in nature.⁣ Perhaps the most time-honored of these rites is the Bealtaine bonfire šŸ”„ ⁣If you are unable to light a large fire, candle magic is a good option as well.⁣⁣
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This energy makes Bealtaine a potent time for spirit work, hedge crossing (i.e. trance journeying), and divination. ⁣Similarly, you may have noticed your dreams becoming more vivid, or you might even experience prophetic or lucid dreams. ⁣⁣⁣
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In my own practice, getting out onto the land to connect with the local spirits is one of the most important aspects of this day.⁣ I gather herbs and flowers, have a picnic, sing, dance, and share offerings with the local spirits of place šŸŒ€

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