Pre Scorpio Full Moon and Weekly Reading for May 8th!

Happy, happy, happy glorious Monday delicious lovely!  How are you?  How has your week been?  Mine has been an interesting week of feeling feelings deeply and introspection.  My eldest male child moved last Monday, and as much as I am aware this is what one’s kids are meant to do, I still cried lots and my heart was sore as he is such a delight to be around.  But, I know this is part of his journey and it is also part of my path to gently release these gorgeous beings out into the world.  But holy hannah!  I would like to say, that prior to giving birth the Universe should hand you a manual as to what you are going to learn with your kids and how your lives are entwined and then – poof!  Off they go.  

So that scenario caused lots of feelings to flood up, lots of tears and lots of looking at change.  Shortly after – Joy of Joys, I lost my voice and came down with some lovely bug!  Have to say that causes great introspection when you realise that you can’t speak up and say what you need to, or ask for what you want (it also causes bank tellers to look at you very strangely when you are leaning in whispering at them!)  So it has been a most interesting week, thank goodness it is a glorious Scorpio Full Moon on Wednesday which is a great time to look at where your focus has been, having you been living out of Joy or Fear etc and then release that shit!

The cards that desperately wanted to come play with us this week are the wonderful Wild Kuan Yin Oracle.  This deck is fabulous for those of us wild ones, those with a spirit that longs to be free and a heart that must love with great passion – those who yearn to bring beautiful visions to life. Which is you my delicious lovely!  The crystals that literally popped out of their basket are Rose Quartz, Amethyst and a gorgeous Clear Crystal Geode.  So all crystals pertaining to love, clarity, strength etc.  

With all that being said, let’s go see who wants to come work with you this week.  Take a glorious deep breath in and drop into your belly.  Breathe long and slow and invite your inner willingness, your inner knowing to come guide and play with you.  There is a soothing visualisation should you feel so inclined, where we go for an explore in your Abundance Jungle.  

Trust yourself, breathe and pick the card or cards that are calling to you this week.  

Ready to see?

HER JOY RENDERS THE IMPOSSIBLE TASK POSSIBLE

There is something you are meant to do.  You’ve been growing towards it your entire life.  All your life circumstances, lessons and situations have been teaching you valuable skills and wisdom so that you are equipped for the tasks demanded by your divine destiny.  You may know clearly what those tasks are, or they may as yet be a mystery to you.  You may not be a big picture person, preferring to focus simply on accomplishing the many smaller tasks before you each day.  However, all those smaller tasks have prepared you for a bigger journey of passion and purpose.

For you to take this next step, whether it feels like the leap that will launch your destiny into an entirely new level of manifestation, or whether it just feels like the next step on your journey, you are being guided.  You must let go of doubt, fear, hesitation, judgement and control.  Now that is no small task!  You must allow Joy to be your safety net, your attitude, the feeling by which you are guided and the basis for your decisions.  Bliss, happiness, joy – these are high frequency, high states of being which cannot be contrived and yet, are not dependent on our life circumstances.  To learn to feel joy in our hearts, without having to have a particular reason for it, is the beginning of access to great spiritual power.  Come into your heart and in that journey, we discover a kind of freedom of spirit, a place within where joy can happen; spontaneous and unbridled.  

You are being called to that place.  It is simple but profoundly high in frequency.  The Divine can work very easily with a human being in that state because nothing is resisted.  There is no coaxing or cajoling, analysis or procrastination, over-thinking or fearful acting out that drains energy and slows down the manifestation process.  There is just presence, and life can happen with utter immediacy.  There is nothing that is impossible.  Approach your decisions from a place of joy.  Remain open in your heart and mind, and the Divine Mother shall orchestrate this offering according to the perfection of her joyful grace.  Trust, play and reach for Joy!

SURRENDER SENSITIVE SISTER, BE MOVED BY THE MOON

You know what you know.  Even when you don’t know how you know!  I speak to you through that knowing.  The intuition that is beyond logic.  The feeling that has no physical proof as yet.  The instinct to keep going, to trust yourself and take the journey before you.  Be open and truthful with all that you feel and resist nothing.  It shall then simply flow, changing like the phases of the moon, naturally and without effort on your part.  

Something is happening.  You cannot see it, but in your most sensitive and responsive moments you feel it.  You are asked to explore your particular way of sensing energy.  Don’t discount what you feel.  Recognise, honour and be moved by it.  You are gifted with an ability to feel what is before the conscious mind of others recognise it – a gift for perceiving what is going to be because you feel it in your bones.  It matters not whether another sees or feels as you do.  You are meant to be moved by the moon.  It is part of your nature.  Don’t try to toughen up or protect yourself, or become less sensitive, less emotionally-attuned or less moved by energy and feeling.  This can become your greatest asset, a source of wisdom, truth and even strength.  Do not be hesitant to embrace your gifts.  You shall find a way to work with them so you are not compromised or depleted.  

If you have been feeling something – a choice, a need to express a feeling, the need to pursue a course of action – that seems entirely at odds with your rational mind – trust in and explore the impulses from within.  Always call on the guidance that loves you unconditionally and then follow your feelings as they guide you along your divine life path with intelligent grace.  

GRANDMOTHER DRAGONFLY HOLDS THE WISDOM

Sometimes there is benefit in focusing on the new, seeking out untried paths, developing untapped resources and exploring possibilities.  The intoxication of hope, inspiration and optimism combined can be hard to resist.  However, if fear, boredom or lack of commitment is beneath the quest for new adventures, if we are believing that what we need or want is always just beyond, we may be dissuaded from applying ourselves to the worth tasks before us right now.  If we are an imaginative and visionary type of personality, we may rebel against the mundane tasks of applying ourselves daily to bring an idea to life.  However, if we were to stop and look clearly at what we already have in our lives, we could realise that there is much of value waiting to be put to use.

Do not step away from what you are cultivating, even if it seems to have lost its steam, run out of energy or be utterly dead in the water!  There is something within what you have been working on that is going to yield something of great benefit.  There will be much more success, prosperity, happiness and maturing of your ultimate life goals and journey in tending to what is already further along in development than in something new. Grandmother Dragonfly offers you vision that is wide and unlimited by preconceptions.  

You may need to look differently at what you have nurtured and how to tap into what it has become to be able to share it with others and allow its sustaining grace to nourish human life in its own way. You will help people in many and varied ways.  It is all a part of your  natural development and you can trust in it.  There is no need for you to ever be impatient or doubting of this.

Wishing you a fantabulous week filled with the willingness to tap into Joy and look at things through a Love Lens (as I say).  May there be peace and love in your heart, a jungle of abundance that you can drop into any time you like – and of course, huge, huge big belly laughs!  (Totally kicks up the Joy meter and is also a fun workout for your core!)