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Beltane is almost here! Super Full Moon in Scorpio!

Jenny Heston · 11:36 pm ·

Happy Magickal, Moonlit, Mystical, Magnificent,  Majestic, Manifesting Monday!  How are you delicious lovely? 

With Beltane on Saturday, May 1st, let’s take a little dip into what the heck Beltane is and whether you should pay attention to it or not.  Beltane was thought to be one of the more important festivals of the Gaelic calendar.  Beltane is a Fire Festival. The word ‘Beltane’ originates from the Celtic God ‘Bel’, meaning ‘the bright one’ and the Gaelic word ‘teine’ meaning fire. Together they make ‘Bright Fire’, or ‘Goodly Fire’ and traditionally bonfires were lit to honour the Sun and encourage the support of Bel and the Sun’s light to nurture the emerging future harvest and protect the community.

Beltane celebrates the height of Spring and the flowering of life. Earth energies are at their strongest and most active.  All of life is bursting with potent fertility, look at the trees around you – (if you’re in the Northern Hemisphere), they are bursting forth with bright green leaves and the little sparrows are back as well as the robins.  Abundant fertility, on all levels, is the central theme.  

So all in all a great time to celebrate, set intention, fertilise either self or ideas and have a grand jolly time!  

But I guess the question some people have is – “Why bother marking the day?”  Good question, and my answer would be because it connects you to something bigger, older and deeper than our modern day to day.  

For those who are part of our glorious email community, on Thursday, there will be some simple rituals to play with to connect you in a deeper way to this fertile energy.  And for the glorious Creatrix Circle members there will be rituals and magick pertaining to Beltane. (Let alone our Beltane celebration!)

Okay, Today is a glorious fat, delicious Super Full Moon in Scorpio  which will shine a light on any area of our lives that is wanting us to be impulsive – itching to dash forward.  As Lena shares:    Put some practical thought into any important choices around changing or adjusting anything major in your life. Take this opportunity to tap into your own wisdom as well as to find a new courage for those changes you do want to make.

You may experience an inner tension that brings up any imbalance you feel around time – how you spend it, how you use your energy etc. Use this full moon time to take an inventory of what you value so you can set intentions and get support around what is most important to you. We are all ready to move on, to go forward and experience more freedom. And yet we are being pulled back to take yet another look at what needs to change,  to be healed and to be released. So, be patient, ask what can be healed, and do the work so you can move into the future from a solid and practical foundation and not one built on impulsive behavior.

So for example on this glorious Full Moon I invite you to take a situation in your life; could be a relationship, work, financial, travel – whatever you chose and then write on the top of a piece of paper “My Ideal…….(fill in the blank). “  Then on one side of the paper write 10 things you don’t want, about in your ideal……..  Then when you have done that list, review it and ask yourself “So What Do I Want?”  On the other side of the paper take each “don’t want point” and ask what DO I want (in other words a reframe). For example if you were writing about your ideal new job and said:-  I don’t want rigid hours, I don’t want negligent management etc.  The reframe would be – my hours are flexible, my management is understanding and reliable.  Get it?  As you make your way through each point, please remember to cross out the “Don’t want list”, and then light a candle and burn that sucker up.  Offer it up, release it and realise that you now have a clarity list and these are the words that you use to describe it, which creates different thoughts, which creates a different Vibe, which creates different RESULTS.

Okay, I have chuntered on so let’s crack on with the reading.  When I went to the cards and asked who wanted to guide I giggled when I saw the glorious guides of Oracles of Shadow and Light were front and centre.  Now if these guides are new to you, please let me introduce them (as it would be rude not to)  Wisdom for Misfits, Mystics, Seekers, and Wanderers.  Bittersweet…Unheard…Unconventional…Rebellious…Cheeky…Whimsical…Invisible.

  They’re not the words you often hear associated with the spiritual world, are they?  Nevertheless, some of the most spiritual beings who have ever lived are those who have been most at odds with what we call the mainstream.  They do not fit in.  They have had moments of despair.  And they know being truthful, and being real, is one of the greatest strengths and spiritual paths of all!  They ask you to step out from the shadows, to no longer hide your light away, and to consult with an oracle that acknowledges your individuality and strange genius!  

How’s that for a warm welcome?

The crystals that wiggled and wobbled are:-  Black Moonstone –  a powerful connection to the Divine Feminine, Black Madonna, helpful to the oversensitive.  Moonstone –  mystery, self discovery.  Mystic Merlinite – can awaken those parts of the mind that are dormant and activate the full potential of the mind. 

So dear one, take a moment to get really rooted and present.  Allow your breath to find its natural rhythm and just BE.  As you breathe slowly allow the image of the Beltane fires to burble up in your minds eye and as you watch the flames dance and rise to the sky ask “What do you need to know this week.”

If you need help going a wee bit deeper there is a fun guided visualisation for you.

Did you remember to pick?

Let’s go look, shall we?

ANGEL OF TIME

The Angel of Time looks very fierce and stern, and that’s because you need to hear her message.  You see, if she appeared to you in a soft guise, it would be too easy for you to overlook her message and just continue on as if she had never visited.  The truth is that you are forcing yourself beyond your energetic limits at this time – working too hard, self-loving and connecting with the Universe way too little.  

So, she has appeared to remind you of what it is you are turning your world into: one big machine, where you are one cog in it.  You are an important, soulful, beloved being, but the world of work is not going to end if you step away from its mechanism for a while.  “It is time,” she says, “for a time out!”  Will you listen? 

“I’m getting straight to the point here, because someone really has to tell you.  Stop giving so much to your work.  All your time.  Your energy.  Your passion.  Take better care of your health.  This is the time to fulfill all those promises you’ve made to yourself but barely made even the effort to keep.  Meditate, eat well, take up gentle exercise, and change unhealthy emotional patterns that are compromising your well being – these are the challenges you need to set yourself.  I thank you in advance, for a happy you makes this world a far better place.!”

CANDY CANE ANGEL

The Candy Cane Angel is in charge of letting you know when it is time for some little luxuries that will reconnect you with your self-love and self-worth.  She, too, holds back from giving to herself, as she is such an earnest and industrious little angel – but her message is always clear; it is time for some fun!

As she says clearly to you “You know what my problem is?  And you know what your problem is?  No?  Well, let me tell you.  Our problem is that we both feel guilty about giving ourselves pleasure.  See this little treat in my hands?  It’s not bad, is it?  It’s not evil, is it?  But can I bring myself to just sit down and taste every moment of its sugary sweet delights?  No.  I have to wonder if it’s the right time.  If I have done enough to earn this treat.  To wonder why I should get this when so many do not have a single candy cane for their own selves!  I torment myself with these things – and so do you!  How about we make a deal?  Next time you ponder a gift to yourself:  a massage, a treat, a spiritual workshop, a delicious meal, time to laugh with a friend, a long rest or nap, meditation time, a space clear…..know that when you energetically tell yourself “I am way too busy for that indulgence,” you are really saying, ‘I do not deserve that!’  Well, let’s decide that you do!  I am about to have my treat.  I now charge you with the same quest.  Give yourself that which you have been denying yourself.  You do deserve it!” 

Do not rationalise or talk yourself out of it any longer.  Step out of the consciousness of lack and into the consciousness of “I deserve,” and grant yourself this lovely moment of luxury.  It’s time for some joie de vivre and enjoyment to restage a grand entrance into your life!

NAUTILUS PRINCESS

A big-eyed beautiful mermaid, surrounded by her floating, rich red hair, holds tight to a nautilus shell……She is an underwater (emotional) princess, and she is growing in ways she never thought she would – because soon she is to be the queen, and she must make decisions.  She feels uncertain about how she will perform when she is elevated and unsure of whether she can wield her power.  She is very thoughtful as she contemplates the future – but all around her are the symbols of her future success.

As she shares with you – “I know I am strong, but most people think of me as gentle, kind, and good.  Now that I am to be ruler, what if they see me as power-hungry, dominating, greedy or controlling?  Whatever the thoughts of those around me, there will be change as I change, and I will continue to hold fast to my nautilus, as it ever reminds me to grow in ways that are in tune with my purpose, my integrity, and what I feel is right.  I vow to be steadfast and true, despite the challenges that are heading my way.  I vow not to misuse my power.  But use it I will, and as a result I, like you, will gow in ways that are in tune with my true self and true purpose.

You may be a very gentle, appeasing, and timid soul who is facing a challenge.  You are being asked by the Universe to step up into a more “senior” and conspicuous role, and you are concerned about whether you can be powerful and still be a good person.  The pearls here signify that you must act from a pure place, and from a natural place, and treat this quest as a sacred task.  The nautilus says you will grow in ways that are perfect, and perfectly proportioned, just as the nautilus is.  And this is a natural result for you – expect to grow more and move over time.  This is a time of spiritual and emotional transformation, which could come to you via a friend who is older or more experienced – she will share her skills and some of her secrets with you.  You could be about to experience a deeper friendship, meet a teacher who really opens your mind to a new realm of discovery, or find a trainer who can coach you in such a way that your potential blooms strong and fast.  

Dignity, truth, and wisdom are your best guides.  It is now time to take yourself and your potential seriously.  

Wowzer!  What glorious guides for this delicious time.  So my delicious lovely, I wish for you a glorious release today, a week filled with ease, effortlessness and flow.  If you want to receive the Beltane Blessing Booklet – make sure you are on the email list.  Have a stupendous Full Moon and Beltane!

What does Integrity mean to you? Shadows and Light. New Moon in Aquarius!

Jenny Heston · 11:23 pm ·

Happy Marvelous, Magnetic, Musical, Merry, Mischievous, Miraculous, Manifesting Monday!  Whoot! How are you delicious lovely? Have you picked your WOTY? How are you getting along with the theme this month of “If Not Now, When?  If Not You, Who?”

Here in balmy Victoria we were hit with big snow – it was fantabulous!  (Although many people who live here would totally disagree). But I loved it, there was a good couple of feet of it and the city ground to a stand still – ahhhhh, there is a certain quiet and beauty that snow brings.  So I gifted myself the full day on Wednesday to do the Journey of Inanna.  Sacred circle was set, I had a gatekeeper and off we went.  This is not a journey for the faint of heart as there are 7 gates you have to pass through and at each one you are asked to release a part of yourself.  For example:- how you show up in the world, how you communicate, your tribe, your material possessions and financial security and others. Until at the very end you give up your humanness.  And at every gate you explore – who the heck am I without that piece, what does this look like, feel like. Raw is the word I would use. Then as you ascend back you choose what you want to pick up and what you are willing to release.  Very powerful.  

So this got my mind to perking (as you know it does).  We have a New Moon in Aquarius on January 24th (Friday), which means the sky is dark and we set our seeds of intention, our desires, our light.  Thus, a glorious mix of Shadow and Light. Yet I see so many people stuffing what they perceive as their “Shadow” pieces. The pieces that they don’t like, or that are judged by others as “not suitable for present company!”  This in turn creates a fragmentation and a sense of not being whole, it also encourages people pleasing and mask wearing to fit it.  So I say Bollocks to that!

Now as many of you know I facilitate a group called Soul Matters where we walk with a theme each month and explore it in a deep spiritual and personal way whilst looking at how it shows up in our day to day.  The theme we are exploring for January is “Integrity”.  So let me ask – what does Integrity mean to you?  

The standard dictionary definition is “Integrity: the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness.” Hmmmm, most certainly but there needs to be more.  I like the definition from Authur Gordon:- “Integrity: Basically, the word means wholeness.  In mathematics, an integer is a number that isn’t divided into fractions.  Just so, a person of integrity isn’t divided against him or herself.”   

Most people look at Integrity as it’s about addition – build your character, get better at being honest, and all those pieces.  It’s about being better, becoming more. But what if it isn’t about adding something on, but actually remembering and embracing all you are – a wholeness?  Remembering the important life lessons that have come our way, such as: – I remember that masks that stay on too long will stick to my skin.  I remember I always have a choice. I remember that if I am asked to keep a piece of me hidden, this is not where I belong.  It’s about diving into your core values and living them.   

As Rachel Naomi Remen shares – “Integrity rarely means that we need to add something to ourselves: it is more an undoing than a doing, a freeing ourselves from beliefs we have about who we are and ways we have been persuaded to “fix” ourselves.”

Integrity to me is not slicing myself up into different parcels for different places.  It’s to know and to feel that I am showing up as my whole self in different settings. It’s bringing all the pieces of me to the table.  Yes? It’s about allowing what we call our “shadow” pieces to be integrated into our being so they don’t need to squirt sideways and by integrating them we release the vast amount of energy that it takes to stuff them into a box in the back of the closet, and bring it back to ourselves to fuel our light.  Which feels amazing!  

So let me ask again – What does Integrity look and feel like for you?  Are you willing to allow what you perceive as your shadow pieces some space?  Are you willing to bring them into your being with love? If you do, the energy surge is positively delicious and then you start showing up in a state of wholeness and as the gorgeous authentic being you are!

So with all that in mind when I went to the cards and was just about to ask who wanted to guide this week I was gobsmacked as this glorious deck threw themselves off the shelf and spilled out all over the floor.  So please let me introduce you to your gorgeous guides for this week, The Oracle of Shadows and Light.  If you have never met them before, or worked with them:-  Wisdom for Misfits, Mystics, Seekers, and Wanderers.  Bittersweet..Unheard..Unconventional…Rebellious…Cheeky…Whimsical…Invisible.  They’re not the words you often hear associated with the spiritual world, are they?  Nevertheless, some of the most spiritual beings who have ever lived are those who have been most at odds with what we call the mainstream.  They do not fit in. They have had moments of despair. And they know being truthful, and being real, is one of the greatest strengths and spiritual paths of all!  They ask you to step out from the shadows, to no longer hide your light away, and to consult with an oracle that acknowledges your individuality and strange genius!  How’s that for a warm welcome?

Thus with the thought of wholeness, reclaiming the energy that you use to hide pieces of  yourself or your pain close your eyes down and just breathe. For those of you who want to go deeper there is a lovely guided visualisation for you and you won’t need a passport.  Just breathe, trust and allow this all to swirl. Then when you are ready, pick the card or cards that tug.

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Okay, are you ready to pick?

Now.  Are you ready to look and breathe it in?

STORM ANGEL

This beautiful fairy is dressed in storms: energy around her crackles and sizzles, but she is calm and unharmed.  Now it your time and turn to learn to deal with the energy that is around you, without compromising your own! She appears when energies with major differences collide: when intentions are vastly different, when techniques are worlds apart, and when incompatible belief systems meet up!

There is nothing wrong, at all, with difference: diversity is wonderful.  Shadows and light are beautiful and necessary and can coexist in harmony. But certain kinds of differences do not blend…like oil and water, they separate and cannot coexist in harmony.  Therefore, she brings change, and when comes, for some it is simple, easy and flowing; for others, dramatic, erratic, wild, and full of static.  

She appears when two forms of energy collide; high and low.  She appears to burn way the old and create a clear, fresh vibration, where all that is stale, and fearful, and unpleasant has been cleared away.  The wonderful thing about this challenging collision is that while you’ll be nudged out of your comfort zone, you’ll also realise just how much has changed, and how far you have come.  The results will be worth the pressure – trust me!

As the Storm Angel speaks:  “When I appear, know that it is natural for people to feel tension, to become even more entrenched in their beliefs, and to refuse to let go.  The only approach you can take right now is to clearly and powerfully remain in integrity. Do not compromise who you are out of misguided notion of being “compassionate”.  

You must speak the truth that is in your heart and stay committed to that truth.  

CARNIVOROUS FLOWER FAIRY

Pay attention!  Look carefully at someone or a situation around you.  Her beauty tempts people in, but the purpose of the flowers is to devour, making it difficult to escape unharmed!  You may have been told such situations are “wonderful agents of change and growth”. But the truth is that you do not need to learn this lesson again.  The plants in the beautiful yet faintly macabre, image represent someone or something that is attractive, yet dangerous.  

There is a being who may feed off your energy, or even eat you alive.  Watch for people who consume more than they give, people who bully and swallow others, who argue you out of your beliefs, ignore you, or constantly seek your approval and praise and then grow hostile when you no longer give it.  If you are appeasing another instead of having an equal relationship, or if you are fearful of being consumed by an environment that is toxic, yet seductive, it may be that the Carnivorous Flower Fairy has come forth to show you clearly what you need to avoid.  

Whatever and whomever the carnivorous Flower Fairy represents, it is a dangerous alliance to contemplate.  Do not get too close. Observe and learn, if you must. Do not become an experiment. They will bite you, and they will try to take from you.  It is their very nature.  

PINK LOTUS FAIRY

You may love your guilt-free rants, staying up too late, and happily behaving badly, but you’re about to balance all that out with some very powerful new spiritual teachings and connections.

You are to meet a wise one who seems very still, very slow, and very peaceful.  She will be tranquil and serene and immersed in a path that until now has felt too slow, or “foreign,” for you.  But this teacher, who is represented by the Pink Lotus Fairy, will assist you in finding more of your soul’s true wisdom.  Within this time of inner discovery, you will commit to disciplined new training in the mental realms: study and physical movement that is unfamiliar to you, all of which helps you to naturally choose thoughts that are empowering and enlivening, yet completely authentic and real.

You will learn to be still and to listen to the beat of your heart without giving in to restlessness, or the critical voice inside, or the cliches the ego loves to trip you up with.  After you have learned more discipline through peaceful practice of meditation or exercise or mantras, you will nurture yourself more willingly, without guilt, and you will have returned to a place of tranquility, self-love and peace.  

You will bring into balance your own shadows and light.  Don’t worry – you will be happier and more peaceful, but you won’t be boring!  You could never be!

There is a deep and true part of yourself that has long yearned for acknowledgement, fulfillment, and the nirvana that is on its way.  

Wowzer.  Those are amazing messages as we dance with Shadow and Light and practice Integrity that means Wholeness.  Well Delicious Lovely I wish for you a week of inviting your “shadow” pieces back and integrating them into a state of magnificent wholeness.  I wish for you the playfulness to share your whole being, with no attachment to what others think. And I most certainly wish for you a glorious New Moon, if you want to try out the Moon Bowl please do.  Huge hugs, squeezes and love.

It’s New Moon in Capricorn tomorrow! (I love New Moons) – Weekly Reading January 15th.

Jenny Heston · 1:00 pm ·

Happy Marvelous, Magical, Magnificent Monday!  How are you?  How has your week been? Have you decided what your Word of The Year is going to be.  It has snowed, and snowed here for the last week, so my way of dealing with winter is to dose up on D3 and get outside and play – which ties in with my WOTY – Delight.   So I had a glorious weekend of play, lots of skiing between the trees and alongside a river (which was deliciously magickal), sledding with the kids and hounds.  Albeit I found out that my Akbash feels he needs to try and rescue me when I am whipping down a steep slope on my flying saucer by trying to grab onto me, or throw himself in front of me.  It made for some interesting adventures!!

Yesterday I felt that a good cleaning of my home and an energetic cleanse had to happen.  So I cranked up the music and went to work.  I did the windows, had a little dance break, bopped around as I did all the laundry, then pretended to be a fairy as I dusted, vacuumed and searched out lurking dust bunnies that were trying to hide in the corners.  I decided to lovingly polish all the wood furniture.  As I was gently rubbing oil into my dining room table that I inherited from my parents, and it’s about 65 years old, I had a massive flashback to when I was little.  Every Sunday one of my chores was to polish the same table and I loved making it gleam and I would scramble around underneath it to make sure all the legs were polished and shiny.  So funny to see how that ritual has stayed with me as an adult (although I don’t tend to hide under the table anymore).  When everything was all cleaned, sorted and glowing I then smudged the whole house setting new intentions for the energy of our home, trust me it makes a huge difference and with New Moon in Capricorn happening on Tuesday, it seemed like the most natural thing to do as New Moon is a glorious time to plant the seeds of something and to set intention.  

At the time of this New Moon, there will be a lineup of the Sun, Mercury, Venus, Saturn, and Pluto all in the sign of Capricorn. This rare alignment is known as a stellium.  Having a line up of so many planets indicates that this New Moon is going to bring a lot of earthy Capricorn energy for all of us to play with.

This is the perfect time to take action in your life and begin making small, practical changes in order to bring more joy, abundance, love, success, and whatever other ways of being you would like to have more of in your life.  While this is a great time to take action and express yourself outwards, there is also this energy pulling us to go deeper within ourselves and to really connect to that heart center.

The good thing about this Capricorn New Moon is that it has a lot of energy, which means that you can use this energy to serve you in any way that you need.  Tune in to yourself and ask-  “What is something I could use support with? What would I like this New Moon to bring into my life?”

Then set your intentions, plant your seeds for the future and what you want to grow and flourish  in your garden and then give your wishes up to the night sky.  

Thus, with all that being said let’s get on with this weeks reading.  Now normally when I do these readings one deck bounces around calling loudly to be used.  This week there were 3 decks and none of them were willing to back down, so for the first time this reading is done with a card from each deck.  Also interesting to see was who else vied to come play and actually pushed the crystals out.  Wood, A Sand Dollar and a glorious rock from a beach I found years ago.  So think about it – we have 3 decks, wood, water and earth.  Most interesting!  (Love it when the Divine takes over).

So take a moment.  Just stop and roll your shoulders up back and down and feel your shoulder blades fall down either side of your spine like glorious wings.  As you breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth envision a golden light coming out of the bottom of your feet and down, down, down into the earth into the warm, brilliant lava centre and as you take another breath feel the energy of earth move up that golden cord – up, up, up through your body and out through the top of your head as a silver light reaching up and connecting you to the Divine.  Keep breathing in this way and allow the light from the Divine to come down, through you and into the earth, then up from the earth, through you and into the Divine.  Ahhhhh, you are a glorious conduit for connection.  When you are ready, gently pull the energy back into your body, give your hands and feet a little shake and pick the card or cards that are calling to you.

Ready to go have a little look – see?

FAIRY OF THE DIVINE HAND

I am here to reveal to you what will tempt you.  It is delightful, this thing you are being offered.  And surely a little won’t hurt?  I am Fairy of the Divine Hand, and I appear to you when you are blinded to what you must see.  You know how it is….you start having a piece of candy, some soda, maybe a little junk food, then before long, you have more.  It may be another habit, such as judging yourself or others way too harshly, thinking negatively, or giving up too early on exercise and good healthy practices, that you are indulging in.  Gossip too, falls under my domain.  While it can be wickedly delicious, it always leaves such a sour aftertaste.

Come and truly examine what is being offered to you.  Underneath this apparently harmless fun, spending, partying, distraction, or giving up too early on exercise and good healthy practices, and temptation lie disorientation and fear, and things may appear to be quite different than how they truly are.  But here……look and look closely.  Do you begin to see what will take place if you continue down this path?  Do you sugarcoat the possibilities of where this may end? Do not push down the feelings and warnings you have; instead come a little closer, and look.

Do you begin to understand that what seems such a small thing may indeed change lives?  Take a moment.  Look.  Think.  Connect with  your deeper wisdom.  Decide whether you will join in with what is tempting you, or whether you will watch a while longer and make the wise decision instead.  

You know when this temptation comes that you do not need to flee, you do not need to indulge, you do not need to curse and berate this lovely, very earnest fairly with her clear message to stop, and truly look at what is taking place.  You know you simply need to pause.  Be quiet.  Clear.  And know now that one of your fiercest addictions is seeking you out, and you are wavering, caught in its delirium.  This is not an opportunity to escape.  This is your chance to break free!

RED COUNTESS

Deep within, you know what is true and what to do (or not do).  Yet there is so much noise and distraction in the world, and even at times in our own minds, that listening for our inner wisdom can seem like trying to hear gentle birdsong in the midst of a rock concert.  Even so, you are hearing an inner truth, and deep down, you know it.  Can you trust that it is safe to not only hear your inner voice but act on it too?

There is something that you know.  You’ve felt, sensed, heard or realised this truth more than once.  Even if others see or feel differently, you just know what you know, even if you don’t quite know how you know it!  

Give your truths value.  Hold your feelings and insights in high enough esteem to pay attention to them, to give yourself time to process what you think, feel and sense.  Know that they’re worth acting on, even if that action just means to trust more and stop worrying.   If you cannot figure out what your inner truths are, or you feel confused by conflicting thoughts and feelings, torn between head and heart, then you are in a state of information overload.  You need to switch off, discharge some excess mental and emotional energy and take a break.  Give yourself some time out from the crazy noise and constant distractions of the world so you can get in touch with what is true for you.

THE PENDRAGON

I am He who is the hunter, the sage, the father, the provider, the protector.  I am he who watches over his people and does his best for his family.  I am He: your brother, your father, your husband, your son.  I am sheer powerful masculine energy and I am the lover of the Goddess of the Dragonfae.  Together we create wholeness,  apart we wander alone and are more easily wounded, even destroyed.  I have a role: to care for others, to use my physical strength and to use my attributes to fight for those I love.  And I will do that.  I am King and Emperor and God…and I care for you.  Do not fear me: I would not hesitate to sweep you into my arms and hold you.

I love you, but know that my role here takes me away many times from all the love and playfulness that still lives inside of me.  Trust in my actions.  See the truth and choose a partner who is in action a strong and caring manly man. Think of some of your positive experiences with men this lifetime: from moments with your father, to times when a man has acted honourably.  Now, from those examples, begin to allow more of that version of masculine energy into your life.   

Gradually, let’s change your ingrained and sometimes negative beliefs about men…and when Pendragon walks in, he demands that you treat the men he sends your way with respect and honour….just as he will treat you in return.  You will notice that ignoble men no longer have a place in your life and that you are no longer attracting them.  Indeed, Pendragon wonders why you would waste your time with people who do not behave in a noble fashion, and he does not want you to be involved with men who behave deceitfully, who are fearful of their own power, or who take advantage of members of their own family or their partners.

Holy Hannah, the cards had a lot to say this week about where we can get lost in our addictions, that we need to get quiet and allow our inner voice to speak to us and to celebrate and welcome in healthy masculine.  How did that feel for you? Even more interesting to see that the three decks worked together and that the elements that came to play totally tied into the message of the cards!  Sand Dollar representing water is Spirit and that’s what the card asked you to do.  Love, love, love it.  Anyhow gorgeous one, wishing you an amazing week – remember to take a bit of time tomorrow to set your intentions and seeds with this lovely New Moon.  See you next week and remember – you are awesome and to smile (it looks really good on you).  Huge hugs.

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March is HERE and I am doing a full kitchen happy March is HERE and I am doing a full kitchen happy dance. 💃🌸

Equinox is coming — the season of BIRTH.
New dreams. New strength. New ways of standing in your power.

And this week’s Blood Moon Eclipse in Virgo?

She’s asking us to simplify, steady our nervous system, and build real resilience from the inside out.

Calm in the chaos.
Heart-led. Sovereign.

I’ve written about it — and your guides are waiting. ✨

Link in bio.

#MarchMagic #SpringEquinox #EquinoxEnergy #BloodMoon #virgolunareclipse
Canada may have taken silver in hockey, but they g Canada may have taken silver in hockey, but they get gold in the Leadership Olympics.

On one side: a president who normalizes misogyny, makes everything about him, and posts slop AI fantasy footage of himself scoring the winning goal.

On the other: Canada’s prime minister, Mark Carney, a former Harvard goalie, who stepped onto the ice with the Edmonton Oilers last spring, practiced, praised the players, and called the experience “awesome” and “amazing.”

One is the underskilled, cocky player nobody wants to play with.

The other understands he’s part of a team.

More importantly, Carney refused to be bullied by Trump’s trade wars and has developed new trade partners in response to the president’s unconstitutional tariffs. 

Oh, and he’s not a p3do.

The bar is literally in hell.

#canada #usa #hockey #olympics #nontoxicmasculinity
We are shedding the year of the wood snake (slow, We are shedding the year of the wood snake (slow, deliberate, deep introspection) and moving into the year of the fire horse (fast, momentum, fiery pursuit) in Chinese astrology (Feb 2026). 

In numerology, we are leaving a 9 year (completions, endings, closures) and moving into a 1 year (beginnings, new chapters, starting over) beginning Jan 1st. 

I’ve felt every transition deeply lately. It’s almost surreal. 

I don’t know about you, but I’ll be following the gentle pace of the horse. Determined and yet not burnt out. That’s my 2026 goals. What about you? 

#2026 #horse #horses #healing #healingwithhorses
If you’ve spent the last 12 months feeling like yo If you’ve spent the last 12 months feeling like you’re crawling through the in-between, this is for you.

In Chinese astrology, 2025 was Snake Year. And Snake Year is about shedding.

Peeling back layers. Releasing what’s complete. Letting go of old identities. Questioning everything you thought you knew.

And if you felt like you were crawling through the mountains for 12 months—like everything was falling apart, like you didn’t know who you were anymore—that wasn’t failure.

That was the shed.

You weren’t stuck. You were transforming.

And they say the harder your Snake Year was, the more explosive your Horse Year will be.

Horse Year (starting Feb 17) is about movement. Action. Momentum. Speed.

Everything you’ve been waiting for? It’s about to accelerate.

The clarity you’ve been chasing? It’s coming.

The life you’ve been building? It’s about to click into place.

The version of you that’s been emerging? She’s about to take the lead.

So if you’re entering this feeling exhausted, raw, and uncertain—good.

That means you did the work.

Now get ready. We gallop on the 17th.
🔥 Ring of Fire Eclipse + Year of the Fire Horse?! 🔥 Ring of Fire Eclipse + Year of the Fire Horse?!

Oh we are not playing small in 2026.

This is bold.
This is catalytic.
This is “darling, it’s time.”

Unexpected doors.
Sudden clarity.
Leaps before you feel fully ready.

But remember — courage without burnout, passion without drama. Tend your flame.

Curious what’s opening for you?
Come read the full post and meet your guides.

🔥 Let’s walk through the fire beautifully.

#FireHorseYear #SolarEclipse #NewBeginnings #ConsciousCourage #magickalliving
Valentine’s Day in 2026 isn’t here to sell you a f Valentine’s Day in 2026 isn’t here to sell you a fantasy.
 It’s here to wake you up inside.

With Venus in Pisces, the heart gets psychic.
With Saturn into Aries, the heart gets honest.

And in the background… the Fire Horse eclipse energy is already heating the air.

So if your system feels tender, edgy, electric, confused, turned on, turned off, all of it—you’re not “too much.” You’re tracking the new.

#yearofthehorse #berealwithyourself #lifeonpurpose
Happy Friday the 13th — Goddess Day, witches 💫 Be Happy Friday the 13th — Goddess Day, witches 💫

Before the fear and side-eye, this date was sacred… dripping in moon magick, feminine power, and that wicked little whisper that says, trust yourself.

So strut through today like the cosmic enchantress you are. Light the candle. Make a wish. Follow the goosebumps. Let your intuition drive while superstition sulks in the back seat.

Bad luck? Sweetheart… this is Goddess territory — and the only thing rising is your magick. 🌙✨

#FridayThe13th #GoddessDay #MoonMagick #DivineFeminine #MysticEnergy WitchyVibes SacredFeminine TrustYourIntuition MagickalLiving WildWoman CosmicGoddess MysticalMood
None of this is new. It’s just newly visible on a None of this is new.
It’s just newly visible on a mass scale.

Staying sane now means learning how to see corruption clearly without becoming it.

What we’re witnessing is not an accidental exposure of truth. It’s not an ‘oops’ info leak moment. 

Its a deliberately curated public ritual of moral inversion. 

A slow collective grooming of conscience, where what initially shocks gets repeated and flooded into daily awareness until it becomes habitual, tolerable and eventually normalised.

When sinister contradictions are performed publicly again and again its basically an invitation to adapt, lower standards, dissociate and mirror what you see. It’s an emotional exhaustion trap.

Not to mention the figures and systems that are elevated as moral representatives or centralised standards of conduct, only to corrupt and decay on a public stage. 

It’s not accidental. Its subliminal conditioning. 

By publicly collapsing certain individuals, the aim is to collapse the values or beliefs the collective psyche had attached to them. From institutional ideals to spiritual frameworks, and many shared human ethics in between. 

Thats the inversion.

Certain figures are elevated, then offered as sacrificial lambs. Their fall is meant to preserve the structure and take the values attached to them down too.

But ideas dont just expire because their representatives betray them!!! I think the task here is to reclaim / embody values that were never outside to begin with and stop outsourcing our sense of safety and direction.

Recognising the pattern clearly is the beginning of choice.

It is an opportunity to see what is being reflected and embody something different.
To not let hope collapse but instead to let the collapse of illusion refine it.

To root deeper into art, community, solidarity, moral clarity, ancestral wisdom, decentralised sustenance, organised mutual aid systems.

These are our tools. 
In action (not just here in pretty words).

To me the power of the warrior comes from inner alignment that holds under pressure, a fierce sense of justice, and values that dont decompose when the systems around us do. 

Love will win.
I sat down to write about Valentine’s Day… and got I sat down to write about Valentine’s Day… and got a cosmic smack down instead.

We’re in the final week of the Year of the Snake, Chinese New Year is approaching, and a Solar Eclipse is stirring everything awake — aka shedding season.

While the world shouts about roses and romance, the real invitation right now is to fall wildly (and intentionally) in love with yourself.

Real nourishment. Real devotion. Real magick.

This week’s reading is your nudge to honour your heart, your body, and your becoming — plus a gentle self-love ritual to anchor it all.

Ready to lean in? Link in bio.

#SelfLoveSeason #YearOfTheSnake #CosmicTiming #EclipseEnergy #SacredShedding  LoveYourselfFirst MysticLiving SoulWork MagickalLife ThresholdMoments HeartCentered SpiritualJourney JennyHeston

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