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Junkos, Tantrum Cookies and Beltane just around the corner! April 23rd weekly reading

Jenny Heston · 2:00 pm ·

Happy fantabulous Monday delicious one?  How are you? How has your week been? I most certainly hope that you took the opportunity to do something fun and get outside into nature.  I was sooo thrilled that the weather is finally becoming more Spring like and that I was able to do this reading outside! Whoot, whoot. That made me exceptionally happy.  Also the fact that Beltane (May Day) is approaching is stupendous!! However, we will talk more about that next week.

It’s been a rather “interesting” week with lots of “opportunities for growth”, as I call them.  In other words my darling teens have been delightfully challenging. In fact on Thursday I decided to whip up some cookies as I was leading a group of women in business growth and strategies the next morning and holy hannah my 18 year old boy must have been bathing in the “entitlement” fountain and drank too much “how foul can I be”, soda.  So there are I am with one bowl of dry ingredients ready to go and one of the wet and he’s beaking away and I just thought – if I stay here there might be a likelihood that I will start hooking into this and probably rip him a new arsehole. So I bundled up my bowls, stormed over to a friends and baked the cookies there lolol. Thus, when I was running my group the next morning and one of the women asked what type of cookies they were my response was “Temper tantrum cookies, so some may taste great and others may have got the majority of the salt.”  Lol.

On Saturday I bounded out of bed with the intent of a huge hike up the mountainside, through the woods and playing by the rushing streams (as the snow pack is just beginning to melt).  So I loaded up the hounds and off we went, I think we had managed to get about 1km up the mountainside when within minutes the sky went black, there was a huge clap of thunder immediately followed by horizontal rain, which rapidly turned into hail and then snow!  WTF! When a huge tree limb broke off and fell within an inch of the dog I figured it was far smarter to turn tail and run for the truck! It was just wild and the dogs were only too eager to get away from the bolts of lightning and the hail.

By about lunchtime the weather had cleared up and so I went out into the garden and looked around and there was a huge feeling of overwhelm.  Do you ever get that, where there seems to be so much to do and you wonder how it’s all going to get done? This was were I wanted to turn tail and run as my rebellious teen was kicking up and wanting to go do something more interesting, but instead I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and made a list of all the things that had to happen from raking, to digging, to pruning – you name it, ll of it went on the list.  Great, I now had a detailed list, and now what? Well I cranked the music, donned a pair of gloves and just started with one small thing and then another and within about 4 hours my garden and outside space looked spectacular and I felt a delicious sense of grubby (and believe me I was) contentment, as I love to hang out outside when I can.

I think the birds and animals appreciated the effort that had occurred as on Sunday when I was sitting out with my cuppa tea and just breathing in the beauty and the sense of quiet I looked around and there must have been 40 – 50 fat little Junkos hopping all over the lawn and in the garden beds and there were 2 fat squirrels that were frolicking at the feeder.  Ahhhh, life is good and I was offered many glorious reminders to let go of how I perceive things should be and not to hook into overwhelm and negativity.

Thus, it was no surprise to me that the deck that insisted on doing this weeks reading is The Faery Forest Oracle.  The dedication for this deck is as follows:- “May the wild green world and the wondrous beings of this Faery Forest heal us, inspire us and urge us all to become more who we truly are meant to be.“  The crystals that wiggled and jiggled to grab my attention are Amethyst, Apatite and Moonstone.

Let’s get still and present.  If you need more support with that there is a delightful visualisation to help you.  

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Otherwise rub your hands vigorously together and generate some heat between your palms.  Cup your hands over your eyes and allow the heat to seep into your face relaxing all those tiny facial muscles and just breathe long and deep in through your nose and out through your mouth.  Then when you feel ready gently remove your hands open your eyes and pick the card or cards that resonate for you.

Let’s go pick shall we?

Ready to have a look?

THE MERCIFUL ONE

There is a time to hold on and to endure – and there is a time to open our hands and let the soul fly free.  You may be remembering that death is a sacred rite, and be learning about the nature of the physical transition that is taking place.  Death is a huge taboo in modern culture, yet it is a path that is sacred and walked by all of us fortunate to have lived.

So the Merciful One comes forward with love, respect and compassion to ask you to hold the space for those who are departing, and to allow yourself to let go, either of your own self, an outdated belief, a relationship that no longer serves, or of another being who is readying themselves to return to the Otherworld.

This is the card of deep, sacred change, from one stage to another, one form to another, but most truly at its heart, it is the card of letting go, and the great mercy that this letting go brings to those of us in pain, and unable to stay as we are.  The Merciful One lifts pain, makes passing easy, ensures we are surrounded by loved ones, supported and held, and respects the great moment that this is. Know now that a death of a kind is coming, and the Merciful One wishes the letting go to be dignified and sacred.  So let go, and let an ending continue with beauty, dignity, and mercy.

THE GREEN WITCH

When you are pure of heart, the whole world is full of potential.  And this is the message from this innocent Green Witch to you. She is green as in the fresh new shoot from the seed pushing urgently towards the sun.  She is green and connected to the earth, flowing with the cycles of Nature. She is green in that she looks as much to the natural world for company, friendship, and fulfillment as you currently do to fellow humans.

She is your reminder to begin to reconnect to the wild green world, to the faery forests all about you – to go back to a place where you empty yourself of expectations and stories and knowledge and just admit that in some circumstances and at some times, you are as a babe.  You are newborn, and in that moment of unknowing-ness, and of admitting and embracing your own powers of renewal, you can finally learn what it is you are here to learn.

Be not so certain, or so experienced when The Green Witch comes to you.  Be new. Be fresh. Be unwise, be unknowing. Be innocent. And then the new cycle can truly begin.

THE TRICKSTER

Let me be a reminder to be true to yourself, to your own personal truths, to the code within your soul.  Truly, at this time it is essential for you to let your conscience be your guide, and to live according to your own creed, with open eyes.  Do not fool yourself into believing another person’s vision and ideas are more important than your own – question agendas, and be aware of people’s history.  For at this time, there is one about you who is attempting to persuade you to their cause, to join them in what they see is a great task, but which in truth is simply a harnessing of your power to their agenda, which is not for your highest good.

All tricksters are charming and know exactly what to say to persuade you – but this is mere language.  Their deeds will not match their words, and what you are agreeing to by joining with them will be a loss of your own personal dreams for the furthering of theirs.  If you allow yourself to be coerced, cajoled, and manipulated at this time, it will weigh heavily on your very soul.

Be more wary than is natural for you at this time.  Do not betray yourself, or ignore the warning signs, which are all about you.  Do not foolishly give away your power, but exercise it, and weave a future that is truly the one you wish to create – one, which will provide you with honour, plenty, and the satisfaction of having been true to yourself.  

Well that is most interesting, all the cards are to do with letting go, being true to yourself and starting new cycles – all of which are so appropriate for the onset of Spring and Beltane just around the corner!  So delicious one wishing you a gorgeous week of release, being willing to try new things and a reminder to be gentle with yourself when having to deal with ridonculous people or situations. Also, I would like to say a huge thank you for all the amazing emails, sharing of stories and feedback, I really, really love receiving them.  See you next week!

What’s Your Legacy Going to BE? – Weekly Reading January 22nd

Jenny Heston · 2:00 pm ·

Hello gorgeous one, how has your week been?  Did you carve out a little time last Tuesday to make your New Moon wishes?  I hope so.  We have been fluctuating between huge snowfalls to the milder temperatures and rain, to then huge snowfalls – sigh….  So things are either squishy and sloppy or icy as heck – whoo, hoo (makes every day quite unique).  Also makes it tricky to dress for the day – do I need an umbrella and rain boots or a Parka and snow boots – or even possibly spiky things that go on my boots?

On the weekend I went to a memorial service for a friend and peer, he had passed at 48 years old after battling brain cancer for the last 6 months.  He left behind brothers, parents, a lovely wife and 3 amazing kids.  He was a kind, generous, man filled with integrity and a passion for soccer and his family – so why, why him?  There is no answer to that question or one that soothes the frustration, grief and sadness.  However, as I listened to all the stories that were shared at the memorial service the word Legacy kept coming up.  

The stories were poignant, funny, loving and wonderful to hear but the common thread was this man lived with such purpose, connection and passion in a way that was inclusive and caring.  Legacy.  Helped grow and expand our soccer association so that kids of all ages and adults could play year round.  Legacy.  He was an amazing father to his kids.  Legacy.  A caring and thoughtful son and husband.  Legacy.  Even in his last days he was still interested in how others were and what was happening in their lives.  Legacy.  

So after the service I came home and sat and reflected for a while on the word Legacy.  What is the legacy that I would like to leave behind?  For me it isn’t about “stuff” so much as “Did I live, did I love, did I matter, did I help and did I make a difference”.  So often we postpone what we want to do to another day because we don’t feel ready, or we don’t share our gifts because of fear, or we don’t grab that opportunity because of feelings of worth.  If you think about that – how daft is that?  Every morning that you open your eyes and can put your feet on the earth can be an amazing day, it’s all a choice, an intentional choice.  It goes all the way from the smallest act to the largest display.  Think of it like the pebble being dropped into a pond and the ripples that come out from it.  For example, you stop and talk to the homeless chap who is bundled up in blankets in a doorway and you see him as a person and he shares with you how touched he was that you “saw” him as he had been feeling so invisible he was contemplating suicide.  Your friend is sick in bed and you pop over with some nice home made soup and check in on them. You see an empty parking meter and the by-law guy approaching so you drop a quarter in it.   You’re in an abusive marriage and your children continually witness you capitulating and finally you say enough is enough, pack up your stuff and take them somewhere safe, calm and kind and they get to witness you standing up for yourself and for them.  I know these all may sound odd to you – but all things matter.  So let me ask – how do you want to live your life and what is the Legacy you would like to leave behind?  Whatever it is, start it now, do it now, be it now!  

Okay, I shall get down off my soapbox now.  The cards that flew out and at me this week  are The Sacred Rebels Oracle which I thought highly appropriate as this oracle is dedicated to those who aren’t afraid to rattle cages, ruffle feathers and rock boats, from a place of loving service to the spiritual evolution of humanity.  The crystals that wiggled and jiggled and demanded to be included are Smoky Quartz (grounding, cleansing and healing), Amethyst (protection, abundance, wisdom and healing) and Citrine (personal power, creativity and manifestation).  

So take a moment and just BE, breathe and BE.  Wiggle your toes and gently place your hands on your heart and breathe into this space long and deep, in through your nose and out through your mouth like a sigh.  If you want, there is a lovely guided visualisation to help you just centre and BE, and tap into the Joy.  

 

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Ready to go pick now?

Let’s go have a look see shall we?

 

 

SHOCK OF THE NEW

What wild unconventional voice is calling to you?  Can you hear it?  It is so different so unusual, it might be hard to decipher – like hearing an unfamiliar language for the first time.  It might be hard to discern with great clarity now but there is an affinity between you and this strangely beautiful newness seeking to manifest.

There is a stirring at the deepest level within you.  Something new will break through and the process of this birth may be a shock to you.  The shock will transform into great joy and a sense of tremendous liberation, but you must bear the strangeness first.  That strangeness might be something that rattles your beliefs about yourself and your world, daring you to become more of yourself, more open to where life is leading you and more willing to be the unique sacred art being crafted by the hand of the universal creator.  

Nature never shies away from strange beauty.  She allows for endless diversity and her sacred works are often peculiar and stunning.  You live within her field of creative grace, as a specially created work that also creates!  You are being asked to surrender any fear you may have of being seen as exotic, unusual, eccentric or bizarre.  You are being asked to make peace with strange beauty and to let it happen through you in creative flow.  There are rumblings and stirrings of the creative life force life happening now – deep in the undercurrents of your being.  So be on the lookout for the big shift of new birth, the shock of the new, the unconventional, the strangely beautiful and the disturbing liberation of that which is foreign stepping into your life.

This is life creating the stage upon which you will experience greater fulfillment.  Don’t reject it, no matter how small or insignificant, or how powerful and life-changing it may seem to be.  You are being asked to dispense with your reliance on the past and what have been your tools to navigate life.  You have outgrown your old methods. You will have to fly by the seat of your pants, so to speak, as you experiment with new ways to be.  Life will show you the way.

DEFEND TO THE END THE WORTHWHILE

Beneath the lies and illusions, pretty as they seem, you know what is worthwhile.  All that is genuinely and truly essential for the heart to throb with life is worthwhile.  Anything that dulls it or suffocates its vibrant aliveness, must be questioned, challenged, and more than likely cast aside, for the heart is our key to living an authentic life.  What is there once that is compromised?  Without its foundation of truth, we are to be forever lost in confusion, doubt and despair!

You are a sacred warrior – a defender of the heart.  You have cried genuine tears of your own grief and also the grief of the world.  You have felt the need to protect the presence of love, for whilst it is exceptionally powerful, it can too easily be smothered under lies and fear.  The sacred warrior is vigilant that the presence of love is not chipped away by fear, criticism, doubt or untruths.  Even if others find the unflinching honesty of your feelings difficult to handle, even if those feelings are expressed with gentleness and compassion, the sacred warrior honours the task of being more faithful to love, than to anything else.  

The darkness will be intelligent and sneaky.  It will tell you that it doesn’t matter, that this one time you can forget what you promised, that you are just one person and that you can’t make  difference.  That darkness will lure you into sleepy ambivalence and dull your light, if you allow it to.  The sacred warrior within will fight with love and honour to be true to what has meaning, and never, ever allow it to be cast aside – even if it seems easier in the moment.  You’re being asked to stay strong and stand your ground.  What is happening, or soon will be happening is worthwhile.  So hold tight.  Ask for help to heal.

FOCUS ON THE LIGHT

A tremendous force of light is gathering around you.  It is attracted to the purity of your intention to create from your heart.  As your intention grows, so does the light.  As the light grows, so does your intention.  Magic wants to happen for you now!  The synchronicity, perfect timing, opportunities and information that are needed will seem to be drawn right to your door.  You may start to feel as if you cannot walk outside without stumbling into something helpful, wonderful and inspiring.  

You might be startled as this interplay of light with your heart evokes many new successes and attracts an abundance of opportunities your way.  You may need to adjust as the field of light grows stronger and its effect becomes more palpable.  It may bring rather dramatic improvements into your world.  You may be uncomfortable or feel out of your depth with these changes.  This would be understandable, but it would be a shame for you to hold on to that resistance for anything more than a brief moment.  Any resistance or fear will inhibit the continuing free flow of the light so that is can manifest its beauty through you, in the physical world, where it is needed.

It is best to stay focused on your heart and intentions.  Just allow all else to happen of its own accord, without making it mean anything too personal.  Simply let it be the workings of the great light of love, flowing through a  pure heart and touching the world.  Even if the light that is drawn to you and flows through you has some dazzling effects, you don’t have to get caught up in it.  

Don’t be distracted by other paths around you at this time as you are too close to succeeding on the one you are on now!  Diluting your energies, in the pursuit of too much will slow down your success and the world needs your light to shine sooner rather than later!  In time you may diversify and explore other ways to express yourself but for now, build what you are working on and know that success is coming swiftly.  

Yummers!  Love how the cards in essence told a story and each card can stand alone.  First it was about embracing and welcoming in the new, the “odd to you, but great for you” – then it was about the feeling state and defending it, last but not least if you are willing to do the others then you need to focus on the light and trust and be willing.  Ahhhh, willing is just a delightfully challenging word sometimes.  So gorgeous one, I wish you a stupendous week filled with the clothes you need for the weather, great friends and glorious adventures – if you’re willing to see them as such.  Start creating your Legacy!  As always, I thoroughly love your emails and comments and I thank you for those.  

Huge hugs.

Let’s Re-frame Monday, Shall We? Weekly Reading October 23rd.

Jenny Heston · 2:00 pm ·

Happy, happy marvellous, manifesting, magical Monday!  Let’s talk about Monday shall we?  I have encountered, talked to and listened to sooo many people in the last month who have the “Fuck I hate Monday” attitude.  When I ask why they look at me as if I missed the memo “Duh, everyone hates Monday, it’s Monday!”  This response causes me to shake my head, roll my eyes and sigh.  It’s a day, it’s the same as the day before and the next one to come, it’s 24 hours in your life, just because it happens to be called Monday shouldn’t earn it a bad rap.  I actually had someone sing me the old Boomtown Rats song “I don’t like Monday’s”.  (He did it quite well all considered).  

I appreciate for some people they hate what they are doing and so Monday seems to toll the bell of – urrgghhhh, back to the 9-5.  But let’s take a moment and look at this – if what we focus on expands and if we manage our thoughts it can change our reality – why on God’s green earth would you want to pump that level of negative blaugh?  What if we reframed it and Monday became – Marvelous Monday, Manifesting Monday, Magical Monday, Mesmerising Monday?  (Can you think of some other ones?)  I guess my challenge to you is to reframe Monday and what it brings, instead of looking at this poor day as the bringer of bad news, let’s look at it as a fabulous day to create, manifest, experience miracles, mindset shifts and huge surges of mojo!  Who’s with me?  I challenge you to look at the next 6 Mondays this way and share that energy with others (as it’s quite contagious!)

So with that being said let’s go celebrate this magnificent Monday in style!  The cards that wiggled and jiggled and jumped up and down to come share and play with you are the gorgeous Oracle of the Dragonfae.  Interestingly, the crystals that did their uber sparkle and wiggle are Amethyst and Citrine, both amazing healing stones and absolutely delicious and delightful for manifestation.  Citrine has the nickname of “The Merchants Stone”, as it’s most certainly involved with money, manifestation and marvellousness!  The gorgeous Autumn leaves most certainly wanted to show off their deep reds and golds, so along they came.

I invite you to take a moment and just wiggle your fingers and toes, get your back nice and straight and slightly tuck your chin as if you are holding a grapefruit there.  Breathe in long and slow through your nose and then let it sigh out through your mouth as you give a cheeky smirk.  Repeat for as long or as many times as you want to and when you feel ready, pick the card or cards that resonate for you.

Shall we go see who wants to come play with you this week?

HIDEKI’S DOOR

I know you wish to reach out, and yet you hold back.  I know you feel drawn to knock on this door and to see whether it will be answered this time…and yet you fear so much.  You fear that it will not be answered…that the answer or the face that appears beyond the door will not be to your liking…that if you enter, you may never return…  I cannot put your fears to rest, for only you can do that.  But I can tell you what I see.  I see a spirit whose flame has flickered low,, whose light is in danger of going out if it does not take the next step.  For years you have passed this door and many times you have found yourself here.  You may even have knocked at the door, only to flee, like a terrified child, before the door was opened to you.  

I say to you now: it is time.  Reach out.  Knock at the door.  And let what will be, be.  

Nervous about a new chance…feeling as though your comfort zone is far better than the unknown; longing to travel and to change, yet unwilling to do anything about it; procrastinations and old habits keeping you from reaching out and accepting what is being offered.  You are ready…it is simply nerves that are holding you back, conditioned fears and internalised voices from the past.  Reach out…take a hold of the handle and be ready for the wonder of the unknown that lies beyond the door.  The doors of perception about to change…forever.   

You have nothing to fear, except fear freezing your hand, again.  Knock on the door.  All is well.

MORGAN LE FEY

Even when others cry out against you, even when there are loud, aggressive voices proclaiming you are not magickal, the truth is that you are magickal, have always been magickal, will always be magickal.  I urge you to allow me to protect you, with the sword from the lake of Avalon itself.  I will not hurt a soul, but I will carve through the bonds and the chords their criticism has created, and I will heal you of the hurt their cruel voices and harsh words have caused.

Take some time for your own self, dear one, and retreat and allow me to nurture you.  Your magick is strong and powerful, but the wounds have at times been deep.  Let the beings behind me soothe you, and allow yourself to feel your truth again.  You are whole, perfect and complete.  Swim in the silken waters, feeling your truth, and know that soon you will experience a homecoming.  You are never alone along.  And I will always be at your side, whenever you have need of me.  You are orphan, outcast, wanderer no more.  I now assign the Morgens, the priestesses of Avalon, and the sacred swan and Dragonfae to be at your side evermore.  Evermore.  

When you have experienced being ignored or refused entrance into family closeness or the mainstream, this card may show up to comfort you and let you know that your soul family is not only looking out for you, it is assigned to protect you for a time in order to shelter you so that you may heal.  You will experience joy and rapture at this homecoming, and peace in your heart.  You are a defender, a guide  and know that friendships coming to you will now help you grow in strength, courage, intuition and in the love of yourself, and of all other beings.  

AINE AND THE GUARDIAN

Here I stand, offering to you the protection and safety of my guardian being, wanting you to know how very protected you truly are.  Never need you fear again those who have done you harm.  This is over, and never again will disrespect and tyranny blight your path and light.  Know that from this moment on, I stand with you, as does this magnificent Moondragonfae guardian, and together we say you may live as you wish, you may love as you wish, you may worship as you wish.  No longer will others who feel they know best, have their way with you, in spirit, in your heart, in your body, in your eternal soul.  You are a radiant being of moonlit power, and the Goddess, our Mother, is overjoyed at your brilliance, your wit, your beauty, your freedom.

I repeat.  You are safe.  You are protected.  You are divine.  All else is a lie.  

Allow yourself to take flight, and explore the night and the freedoms it holds.  The Moon cycles have much to reveal to you now, and as she wanes and waxes, and shines fully, you may stand beneath her and feel her rays shining through your every cell, filling you with natural magick that sustains your freedom, your true soul self, and brings you a warrior strength that by no means decreases your brilliance’s as a woman, or your femininity.  Be receptive, and Aine will guide you to her magickal places, and this galactic Dragonfae being will help you see beyond our own star, the Sun, into the realms beyond.  Your freedom and your self is as boundless as the night sky.

Well that was a delicious reading.  Overcoming fear to step into something wonderful, allowing yourself to heal and be supported and loved and revelling and embracing how Divinely perfect you are!  Yes!!!  (Have I said I love the cards and how they work).  So gorgeous one, wishing you a fantabulous week, remember to start reframing Monday’s as something magical and marvellous – heck we could do that for every single day!  Terrific Tuesdays, Wonderful Wednesday’s etc.  Sending you huge hugs and squeezes and I look forward to connecting with you.  Have a marvellous, magical Monday and a wonderful, whacky, week!  (Oh yes and remember to laugh and giggle as much as possible!)

 

Holy Hannah it’s almost New Moon and Equinox! Weekly Reading September 18th.

Jenny Heston · 2:00 pm ·

Happy Monday, happy new week, happy nearly New Moon and Equinox!  (Happy glorious day to you delicious lovely!)  How are you?  Did you take some time in the last week to rest, relax and play?  I pushed it a bit too hard over the last few weeks with work, staining, staining and more staining (I think there should be a staining recovery group) and my body finally said – meh, this is not fun and so we are going to hand you a lovely little virus that is going to make you feel like shit, slow down and sleep.  Bugger!  I am a very grumpy sick person to be honest, however, I have paid attention and took the weekend to read, sleep, eat soup, sleep and read.  Although I did push a tad and insisted on building a gorgeous arbour header, stained and mounted it on Saturday, which I am very happy I did.  Every time I look at it now I smile.  Why?  Because it is beautifully shaped and it has all the phases of the moon carved and cut out of it and that resonates for me. So once I had finished that I donned a big sweater, made a cuppa tea and curled up in a big garden chair and read my book and watched the chickadees attack the sunflower heads with vigour.  

We head into birthday season tomorrow (note I said season), as there are 3 of us in September, 3 of us in October, 3 of us in November and 1 in December!  Can you say – ribbon by the largest spool possible?  It’s my son Ry’s birthday on Wednesday which is also the New Moon and mine on Friday (the Equinox), so we are going to have a joint celebration of birthdays and Equinox!  Whoot!  Whoot!  Ry very kindly gifted me as my birthday present the new book from Brene Brown called “Braving the Wilderness”, it just came out on Tuesday and if you haven’t got it – go get it!.  I was reading it this past weekend and wow, she blew it out of the park again.  It’s about the quest for true belonging and the courage to stand alone.  As Brene says – true belonging is not about fitting in, pretending, or making the people around us comfortable because that’s safer.  

I don’t know about you but there have been times in my past where I was most certainly a chameleon and tried to ensure others were comfortable even though I most certainly wasn’t.  Not a great way to spend one’s time that’s for sure.  So it was interesting to see which deck wanted to come play this week, I most certainly thought it would be the Divine Circus however, it is one of my other new decks, The Isis Oracle and it’s very appropriate actually as it addresses the fact that you are a powerful soul who is awakening.  The crystals that wanted to come play are Amethyst, Smoky Quartz and Rose Quartz and of course Selenite as an amplifier.

With all that being said I invite you to take a moment and just settle into your body.  Feel your feet on the earth (give your toes a little wiggle even if they are in shoes), lengthen your spine and roll your shoulders up, back and down.  Breathe gently in through your nose and sigh it out through your mouth.  Give your shoulders another roll up back and down and when you feel ready, pick the card or cards that resonate for you.  Trust yourself.

Have you picked?  

Shall we go see who wants to work with you this week?

INITIATION

When you are being spiritually initiated into the mysteries of light, love and power, there are moments of deep challenge.  The key is to find the light within the challenge – the learning, growth or wisdom that can be summoned to turn the challenge into an opportunity for healing.  Initiation will occur at various stages.  Sometimes your entire life will feel like an initiation, at other times specific areas will be flowing easily whilst others re deeply challenging.  Please know you are not needlessly suffering.  If you can find the light within the struggles, tests or challenges that face you now, you will experience breakthrough healing.  

As an Initiate, honour life as a gift and treat any challenge or pressure as a way for you to grow into a brighter and purer light capable of great spiritual service on this planet.  That spiritual service includes growing an ability to be able to love freely and beyond limits, to love with courage and faith.  

In fact initiation for you now, dear one, is an opening to new levels of power and peace, self-possession and love.  There are such sweet fruits waiting for you at the top of the tree you are currently climbing.  It may seem as though you are in barren land at times with little hope, nourishment or encouragement, yet your spiritual oasis is not far away!  The Lady Isis and the Power of Ra together are helping you grow.  Stay focused on the Lady and Her love for you and you shall pass through the desert of the Initiation unharmed and deeply transformed.  

MAGICK AND RITUAL

Effect in the external world can be created through inner practice.  Magick and Ritual can support your Divine Path now in the physical world and you are encouraged to enhance your power with regular practice.  The results that you experience will encourage you to continue with the practice as you grow in power, grace, love, ability and wisdom, and apply your inner beauty to transform your outer world.  

For us to grow empowered and potent we need to honour our knowing and being and cultivate sacred practice.  Sacred practice becomes the habit of growing our spiritual power and consciousness.  Like a garden needing regular care and watering to blossom and flourish, our inner garden of the Soul, where our creativity, joy, spiritual gifts and bliss bubble away, also needs regular attention.  Coming to our practice takes strength and inner will – even though it can feel amazing, we still have to wake up, set aside time and discipline ourselves to show up for our own inner growth.  We will reap the benefits when we do, but we must allow ourselves to fall in love with our practice, to craft something that really speaks to us, so that we want to do it.  The desire and discipline together help us engage with our practice regularly and we can grow so fast it can be quite shocking!

You have great power and wisdom within you, but you need to provide channels for it to flow and be active and empowered in your physical life.  Sacred Practice is such a channel.  Without these channels, the ego is left to create on its own which is not much fun at all!  The ego believes in fear and separation and no matter how much it may want to feel love, bliss, connection, joy and fulfilment, it really cannot do it without your spiritual presence in life.  Choose what feels good for you and experiment with what might be a regular pattern of practice for you.  You are worth the effort!  Remember, whatever effort you do put in will be repaid to you in wonderful benefits many, many times over!

FLOWER OF LIFE

You are entering a fertile period of your life.  Focus on your innate creativity and how potent this is becoming, and watch it rapidly grow!  You are guided to think of yourself as a creative being and to surrender your control over how things will manifest and instead allow them to do so.  Don’t resist change, instead flow and let it happen.  Now is the time for your blossoming.  Your Soul is hungering for creativity and manifestation of the beauty in your inner world, to witness it and live it in your physical world too.  Much of your spiritual energy is directed into creative process and your creative powers are growing fast now.  As you are gaining more potency in your creative flow, it is important that you use this growing ability wisely.  Become aware of how easy and quick your thoughts and feelings are manifesting into conversations, situations and responses from the Universe.  Notice how quickly your prayers are confirmed through sign and dreams, intuitions and opportunities opening up for you.  You are becoming more and more swiftly that which you choose to think, feel, speak and believe.  

Align yourself with love each morning so that your thoughts will serve you well and the manifestations you set in motion will be ones that enhance your life experience, rather than more of what you do not want to experience!  It can require time, habit and consistency to change patterns of thought and behaviour but it can be done.  You are guided now to allow yourself absolute and radical permission to detach from past thoughts and behaviours, to bear the challenge of not knowing who you are or how you will be on the “other side” of the transformation, in order to let it happen.

The Flower of Life contains repetitive patterns, each interlacing and inter-relating to the other.  In this way, all that is required is to tap into one part, one element, one thought or one behaviour that relates to your desired creative outcome – and integrate it into your life.  All the rest will flow through natural connection.  You are in the midst of a changing pattern and although it might be uncomfortable at first, it holds the seeds of what you desire and to allow it to happen is wise and loving to the Self.  Be brave, beloved one.  The Flower of Life is nurturing you into a more whole expression of your Divine self.  

Holy Hannah.  Have I said how much I love the cards and how they work?  So we have gone through Initiation, to creating a Sacred Practice to Manifestation.  If you have never seen the image of the Flower of Life, there is a great article here.  I have often used this pattern for crystal gridding and love it.  So delicious lovely have a superb week, remember to plant your seeds with your New Moon wishes and if you are on the wonderful email list keep your eyes peeled on the 22nd as my birthday gift to you is a fun ritual for clarity, manifestation and magic on the Equinox.  Remember to breathe, receive and allow and have frigging fun!  See you next week or possibly Friday!  Huge hugs and big love.  

Pre Scorpio Full Moon and Weekly Reading for May 8th!

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Happy, happy, happy glorious Monday delicious lovely!  How are you?  How has your week been?  Mine has been an interesting week of feeling feelings deeply and introspection.  My eldest male child moved last Monday, and as much as I am aware this is what one’s kids are meant to do, I still cried lots and my heart was sore as he is such a delight to be around.  But, I know this is part of his journey and it is also part of my path to gently release these gorgeous beings out into the world.  But holy hannah!  I would like to say, that prior to giving birth the Universe should hand you a manual as to what you are going to learn with your kids and how your lives are entwined and then – poof!  Off they go.  

So that scenario caused lots of feelings to flood up, lots of tears and lots of looking at change.  Shortly after – Joy of Joys, I lost my voice and came down with some lovely bug!  Have to say that causes great introspection when you realise that you can’t speak up and say what you need to, or ask for what you want (it also causes bank tellers to look at you very strangely when you are leaning in whispering at them!)  So it has been a most interesting week, thank goodness it is a glorious Scorpio Full Moon on Wednesday which is a great time to look at where your focus has been, having you been living out of Joy or Fear etc and then release that shit!

The cards that desperately wanted to come play with us this week are the wonderful Wild Kuan Yin Oracle.  This deck is fabulous for those of us wild ones, those with a spirit that longs to be free and a heart that must love with great passion – those who yearn to bring beautiful visions to life. Which is you my delicious lovely!  The crystals that literally popped out of their basket are Rose Quartz, Amethyst and a gorgeous Clear Crystal Geode.  So all crystals pertaining to love, clarity, strength etc.  

With all that being said, let’s go see who wants to come work with you this week.  Take a glorious deep breath in and drop into your belly.  Breathe long and slow and invite your inner willingness, your inner knowing to come guide and play with you.  There is a soothing visualisation should you feel so inclined, where we go for an explore in your Abundance Jungle.  

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Trust yourself, breathe and pick the card or cards that are calling to you this week.  

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HER JOY RENDERS THE IMPOSSIBLE TASK POSSIBLE

There is something you are meant to do.  You’ve been growing towards it your entire life.  All your life circumstances, lessons and situations have been teaching you valuable skills and wisdom so that you are equipped for the tasks demanded by your divine destiny.  You may know clearly what those tasks are, or they may as yet be a mystery to you.  You may not be a big picture person, preferring to focus simply on accomplishing the many smaller tasks before you each day.  However, all those smaller tasks have prepared you for a bigger journey of passion and purpose.

For you to take this next step, whether it feels like the leap that will launch your destiny into an entirely new level of manifestation, or whether it just feels like the next step on your journey, you are being guided.  You must let go of doubt, fear, hesitation, judgement and control.  Now that is no small task!  You must allow Joy to be your safety net, your attitude, the feeling by which you are guided and the basis for your decisions.  Bliss, happiness, joy – these are high frequency, high states of being which cannot be contrived and yet, are not dependent on our life circumstances.  To learn to feel joy in our hearts, without having to have a particular reason for it, is the beginning of access to great spiritual power.  Come into your heart and in that journey, we discover a kind of freedom of spirit, a place within where joy can happen; spontaneous and unbridled.  

You are being called to that place.  It is simple but profoundly high in frequency.  The Divine can work very easily with a human being in that state because nothing is resisted.  There is no coaxing or cajoling, analysis or procrastination, over-thinking or fearful acting out that drains energy and slows down the manifestation process.  There is just presence, and life can happen with utter immediacy.  There is nothing that is impossible.  Approach your decisions from a place of joy.  Remain open in your heart and mind, and the Divine Mother shall orchestrate this offering according to the perfection of her joyful grace.  Trust, play and reach for Joy!

SURRENDER SENSITIVE SISTER, BE MOVED BY THE MOON

You know what you know.  Even when you don’t know how you know!  I speak to you through that knowing.  The intuition that is beyond logic.  The feeling that has no physical proof as yet.  The instinct to keep going, to trust yourself and take the journey before you.  Be open and truthful with all that you feel and resist nothing.  It shall then simply flow, changing like the phases of the moon, naturally and without effort on your part.  

Something is happening.  You cannot see it, but in your most sensitive and responsive moments you feel it.  You are asked to explore your particular way of sensing energy.  Don’t discount what you feel.  Recognise, honour and be moved by it.  You are gifted with an ability to feel what is before the conscious mind of others recognise it – a gift for perceiving what is going to be because you feel it in your bones.  It matters not whether another sees or feels as you do.  You are meant to be moved by the moon.  It is part of your nature.  Don’t try to toughen up or protect yourself, or become less sensitive, less emotionally-attuned or less moved by energy and feeling.  This can become your greatest asset, a source of wisdom, truth and even strength.  Do not be hesitant to embrace your gifts.  You shall find a way to work with them so you are not compromised or depleted.  

If you have been feeling something – a choice, a need to express a feeling, the need to pursue a course of action – that seems entirely at odds with your rational mind – trust in and explore the impulses from within.  Always call on the guidance that loves you unconditionally and then follow your feelings as they guide you along your divine life path with intelligent grace.  

GRANDMOTHER DRAGONFLY HOLDS THE WISDOM

Sometimes there is benefit in focusing on the new, seeking out untried paths, developing untapped resources and exploring possibilities.  The intoxication of hope, inspiration and optimism combined can be hard to resist.  However, if fear, boredom or lack of commitment is beneath the quest for new adventures, if we are believing that what we need or want is always just beyond, we may be dissuaded from applying ourselves to the worth tasks before us right now.  If we are an imaginative and visionary type of personality, we may rebel against the mundane tasks of applying ourselves daily to bring an idea to life.  However, if we were to stop and look clearly at what we already have in our lives, we could realise that there is much of value waiting to be put to use.

Do not step away from what you are cultivating, even if it seems to have lost its steam, run out of energy or be utterly dead in the water!  There is something within what you have been working on that is going to yield something of great benefit.  There will be much more success, prosperity, happiness and maturing of your ultimate life goals and journey in tending to what is already further along in development than in something new. Grandmother Dragonfly offers you vision that is wide and unlimited by preconceptions.  

You may need to look differently at what you have nurtured and how to tap into what it has become to be able to share it with others and allow its sustaining grace to nourish human life in its own way. You will help people in many and varied ways.  It is all a part of your  natural development and you can trust in it.  There is no need for you to ever be impatient or doubting of this.

Wishing you a fantabulous week filled with the willingness to tap into Joy and look at things through a Love Lens (as I say).  May there be peace and love in your heart, a jungle of abundance that you can drop into any time you like – and of course, huge, huge big belly laughs!  (Totally kicks up the Joy meter and is also a fun workout for your core!)

 

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